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CoolNYCdad
Group Member Jul 17th 2016
Why do you need to be beaten?

When did you realize that you needed it?

Where did it happen first?

Who was it?

And do you start it?
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snuffwhore
Group Member Aug 25th 2016
Technically, I've always known I needed to be beaten. I know the trueness that is man's superiority. I know that if I don't behave completely respectfully, I definitely deserve abuse. But I also know that I am one of those girls who is destined to take all the fucking punishment that can't be dealt out to the ones with trust funds or big mouths. I don't snitch and I don't talk back.

After I split up with my first "real" boyfriend, I was quite vulnerable and allowed myself to become a whore for an amateur neighborhood pimp. I was at his mercy around the clock, though living at home. (He kept me in line thru threats to my family & blackmail videos.) The day I graduated, he had me raped in every hole, in view of my own house, at the playground. I took a lot of punishment that day. I bled. There are scars. I blocked it out the best I could for years. Until my stepdaughter graduated, herself. All of a sudden, it all came back, but this time I wanted it. Even the beatings I took. Guess I was feeling too good about my life's course, even though inside I know I'm a worthless slut.

I've been used as fuckmeat by over 200 men since I was 16 and I was beaten undercover of relationships many times. Generally, the guys that pimp sent me with didn't so much punch or slap as they did fuck-up my holes. My most insane beating came years later after I informed a guy I was engaged to about my past. He sent me to a shrink to work out my feelings about that time and when we got home he made me recount the details of what happened and smacked and choked me after each part until I was a bruised, sobbing mess. It was so frustrating because I didn't know what his goal was with this.
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CoolNYCdad
Group Member Aug 26th 2016
Technically, I've always known I needed to be beaten. I know the trueness that is man's superiority. I know that if I don't behave completely respectfully, I definitely deserve abuse. But I also know that I am one of those girls who is destined to take all the fucking punishment that can't be dealt out to the ones with trust funds or big mouths. I don't snitch and I don't talk back.

After I split up with my first "real" boyfriend, I was quite vulnerable and allowed myself to become a whore for an amateur neighborhood pimp. I was at his mercy around the clock, though living at home. (He kept me in line thru threats to my family & blackmail videos.) The day I graduated, he had me raped in every hole, in view of my own house, at the playground. I took a lot of punishment that day. I bled. There are scars. I blocked it out the best I could for years. Until my stepdaughter graduated, herself. All of a sudden, it all came back, but this time I wanted it. Even the beatings I took. Guess I was feeling too good about my life's course, even though inside I know I'm a worthless slut.

I've been used as fuckmeat by over 200 men since I was 16 and I was beaten undercover of relationships many times. Generally, the guys that pimp sent me with didn't so much punch or slap as they did fuck-up my holes. My most insane beating came years later after I informed a guy I was engaged to about my past. He sent me to a shrink to work out my feelings about that time and when we got home he made me recount the details of what happened and smacked and choked me after each part until I was a bruised, sobbing mess. It was so frustrating because I didn't know what his goal was with this.

Thank you for sharing this about your past and yourself. Have you found the right person to treat you the way you like to be treated? I would like to continue this thread and conversation. You sound like such a beautiful woman with a wonderful mindset. Would you care to read my/our profile and think on my proposal? And again thank you for the courage to accept yourself and share that with us all.
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MarleyMD
Group Member Apr 24th 2024
I'm currently 8 months pregnant, soon to be a single-mom (not sure who my daughter's dad is) and I recently bought a house but in order to help pay my mortgage I have two guys living in my house as tenants.

They moved in three months ago and long story short, even though I'm their landlord and they pay me rent, since the last couple of weeks, they are now sexually dominating me in that they get to fuck me whenever they want, I have to be naked in my own home at all times and get to use my body however they please.

They take pleasure in not only fucking me but choking me, slapping me and beating me with their belts when they do.

Being fucked and beaten like this reminds me of my place as a woman being in a man's world.

Ps: yes I met them on this site and now they live in my house.
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