So, I have a confession. More of an admission I guess.

I'm not homosexual, maybe I'm bisexual. It's hard to tell, because I've never been with a man. I've always loved women, and I'll never stop wanting them. But lately, I've been thinking about experimenting with being a "bottom".

I guess I should start from the beginning here. The last girl I was with, I guess it was a year or so ago, was the love of my life. I had finally found the girl I wanted to marry, to be with until one of us died. I was happy, and she was EXTREMELY adventurous sexually. Our first night together before we were a couple involved a threesome with her friend. It was actually initiated by her friend actually. That's another tale though.

SO, after we started really dating, things clicked quick, and we fell in love. Love isn't something that I throw around without meaning, she's actually the first of any of the girls I was with that I truly felt it for.

Sex was fantastic. We fucked like rabbits, we fucked in public, in my car, just, wherever, whenever. I STILL to this day dream about the sex. Well, while she would be blowing me, she would always massage around with her other hand, and one day, she went low and started pushing her finger against my asshole.

I never really got into the idea of having my ass fondled, but she was the kind of girl who would convince me to jump off of a cliff. I mean, this girl was heavenly, with a mix of the devil. Natural beauty, un-dyed Raven hair, tits that were out of this world, hell I doubt I'll ever do better.

Anyway, so she starts working around it, and I'm not so much in a panic, but just wondering what I should do. Damn if she didn't figure it out for me, a quick deep throat made me release whatever pucker I had as I felt the ecstasy of her pleasuring, and she worked her finger right in.

She looked at me, and just held her finger in as she stroked my cock with her other hand, and smiled. I smiled too, because, I loved her, in my head I was worried that if I enjoyed it, she might think I was weird.

Well, more and more times during sex, she would work her finger in during a blow job right to the point where she started working her finger in and out. I didn't stop her, because she enjoyed it, and honestly I did too now. It was an extra pleasuring to my already fantastic fucking.

I decided to pay her back with some ass play of my own one day, and I turned her on her belly as I massaged her, working down along the hump of her bottom, spreading her cheeks and working my tongue in. She moaned in joy as I tongued her ass and fingered her clit at the same time. I had never eaten a girl's ass before, but if there was a girl to try it on, it was her. I had fun, she was very clean, as am I, so I wasn't worried about anything "gross". Who am I kidding, I freaked out at first, but in the moment, you just go all in. You know it.

Well, the next night, she decided to PAY me back for her pleasure. She told me to lay on my back, because she wanted to give me a massage. I told her it wasn't a big deal, because massages didnt do it for me. They still really dont. I don't find them too erotic unless I get a bj at the end. Which I never did haha.

She playfully tells me to just do it, so I abide. She starts massaging me, and after a few moments, I realize she started working a lotion around my bottom. Now, I've been told that if I posted a picture of my ass, and hid the fact that I was a dude, I could have men jerking off to it. I've often considered doing it as a joke. Then revealing that the ass belonged to good ol' me. Anyway, back to the story..

She starts rubbing lotion on me, and beckons for me to get up on my knees and elbows. She starts to use the lotion to stroke my dick and balls, and it feels fucking fantastic. I'm wondering to myself, "My god, how can it get any more awesome??!!" When all of a sudden, I feel a warm moistness start to tickle around my cheeks. I tensed up when I felt her breath roll over my ass, a little warm air against my bottom.

Suddenly, she begins licking and rolling her lips around my ass hole as she strokes. I tried my best to not cum, but it was probably the best feeling I've ever had in my entire life. I came BUCKETS. I'm pretty sure I applauded her.

So, some time passes, and one day after lunch on a weekend, she tells me she wants to start using toys. Again, I've never used toys. Never really figured much for them, as I have the perfect toy for a girl right between the legs.

I tell her to get whatever she wants, and we'll try them out. So, a few days later a package from Amazon shows up at our door (we lived together for a bit in a nice rental house) and low and behold, she ordered a vibrating dildo.

I joked with her and said I was sad that she didn't think my dick was up to par anymore and she laughed and said that they were the same size, she just wanted to try a few things. So the night the dildo came, I was eager to see what she had in mind.

She asked me if I'd fuck her in her ass. I'd never had anal sex with a girl before. Don't get me wrong, I tried. My ex some time before her flew off the bed in pain because I was too big. And since then, its never really been anything I thought of doing. The vagina and mouth work just as well.

I said hell yeah, and after careful careful careful amounts of effort, we got it in, and the fuck began. At first it was slow, incredibly slow. Almost to the point where I was just wanting to take it out and fuck her normal. But, as she always did, she surprised me. She started fucking speeding up to the point where it was like I was railing away at her like normal. I still was careful, I'd read too many horror stories.

In all this, I'd forgotten about the dildo. The purple, ugly, veiny didlo. The damn thing sat next to her as I fucked her ass sideways.

Now, I've watched a lot of pornos. And they've been the best education a man could ever need. I grabbed the damn thing, I never held one before, so it was like holding another man's penis. Odd. I decided I was going to double penetrate my girlfriend. I slowed down enough to work it in, and with the satisfactory moan from her, I did my best to maintain a rhythm. Eventually, I handed the rains of ol' Veiny to her and it was epic. She came a lot, I came a lot, and it was a fantastic night.

A few nights later, because I was out of town, I came home to her in a sexy little number and the ol Veiny on the bed. I figured we'd be repeating the night we had earlier in the week, and I was excited. The way she could work a dick, damn I hate the guy who she's with now...

So, we set about it, and she gets the lube out and starts applying it all over the dildo. I kind of had an idea what she was up to. I'm not a moron, and I'm horny like 99% of the time. The other percent I'm sleeping. She asks if she can use it on me.

I stared at her for a while wondering if there was a wrong answer here. I didn't know if it'd be like Indiana Jones and The Last Crusade, where I had to "Choose Wisely", or not. I decided, since she and I had been having wild nights, what the hell. We only live once.

Well, haha, it didn't work out. I did not have the anal space for anything like that, and honestly, I was terrified. I could tell she was disappointed, but not completely downtrodden about it. She told me that we'd have to work up to it. I agreed, if only to appease her.

So over the next couple of months, she would use two fingers instead of one, increasing slowly to three, to the point where it almost hurt when she was working her hand in and out.

Well, things didn't work out between us, and we ended up breaking up before ol' Veiny ended up anywhere near my ass. This is where I'm at now, and I can't figure out what's going on in my head.

I've had thoughts about having a dick jammed into my ass, and it subsequently railing it. I mean, not just any dick, a fit, young fellow like myself. Not a beary old dude. I dunno, there's just something about it that turns me on. I dunno if its because I still am drawn back to the passion with my ex, and kind of "finishing" what we set out to do, or what. I mean if that was the case, I'd just stick a dildo up there and call it a day. I think there's more to it than that.

I have what some may say is a sexy penis. Its not ugly or funny looking, its just exactly what its supposed to be. And I think thats the kind of penis I'd hope for haha. I see some of them in porn, and its kind of a turn off. So, I know its not the penis that draws me.

I've thought, maybe just a girl with a strap on? But I dunno, I feel like if I were to go that far, why not have it be a real, pulsing, throbbing cock?

These are questions I ask myself all the time. I know I love women, but maybe I'm not opposed to the idea of an attractive man. Only sexually though. I couldn't have a "relationship", per se. I mean, don't get me wrong, I'm a supporter of equal rights, politically, sexually, you name it. I'm just not gay in that way. If at all. I think its a sort of bicurious attraction that I'll never fullfill. I dunno. I just had to get it out I suppose. I don't really talk to anyone about my sexual habits, so I figure a sex message board might be the place to do it.

for my secret love in Pennsylvania
Hey babe ... I am just lying in my bed, thinking of our sexual attraction for each other. I am so anxious to get to see you again after all this time. To be able to kiss you soft n gentle, yet deep and penetrating. As we pull away from our kiss I feel your hard cock through your pants. I smile because I know this is my hard on that I created. You gasp as I stroke that hard cock and I tell you that I am going to make you cum so hard till our romp is over. You know right away that I mean business and that I am going to start by opening your pants to expose your hard cock as I kneel before you and take it all into my hot mouth. I lick the head gentle and caress your balls n ass hole. You moan with pleasure that you have never felt before now. Putting your hand on the back of my head you hold me still so that you can pump your cock in and out of my face. Till you have it buried deep in my mouth and make me take it deep. You hold still while I swallow your dick easy down my throat. Touching the back of my throat I gag but you make me take what you have. Calling me your little whore I get wet thinking about what you are going to do to my twat.
Before you explode in my mouth you pull me off that hard cock and lead me to the bed while I am undressing to expose my huge tits for your examination. Lay me on my back , you take control of me now with my nipples in your fingers you rub them hard and pinch them till I wimper with delight . You look into my eyes as I beg you to take me hard. "please fuck my hungry little girl cunt .. please fuck me hard " you just laugh at my pleading because you know that you have me under your control. I will do what ever it is you command me. You now own me ... I am yours...
You decide that you don't want me to talk to you anymore so you place the ball gag in my mouth far back so that I can only moan or cry. I look to you with fear in my eyes for what might happen with me now. My hands are bound to each bed post and my ankles to each at the bottom ... Spread eagle makes me so vulnerable and you want to have full advantage of my charms. You slap my tits around hard enough to draw tears to my eyes. I wiggle in the slight pain you cause me. You know this will keep me under your command. All the while you remind me of my station in your life. I am just your cum dump whore .... and I will be given a lot of cum today.
You give my tits rest and start to lick my clit, flicking your tongue over it making it stand up hard for you. Now you shove a piece of ginger root in my anus to add to the excitement. It burns and you know this is the effect it has on me. While licking and sucking my clit into your mouth I feel your fingers slowly enter my cunt lips one at a time. Going in and out methodically. It makes me moan harder each time, adding another finger it feels so good in my cunt. After a few minutes of fingering me you shove those fingers in my mouth around the gag so I can taste my own juice. I lick fast so that I may get it all before you take it out of my mouth again. Leaving the ginger in my asshole, you continue to lick and finger my twat very deep. I try to resist but I end up rocking on your hand and face. Rubbing my clit against your mouth. You make me cum on your hand.
You remove the ginger from my anus and let me rest for a few minutes. This is just the start of a hot after noon fuck fest. You have so much in store for my bald cunt and mouth today.
While I am resting I am also blindfolded to not be able to see who comes in and out of our room. I hear you make some phone calls and hear some of the plans. I know that you are going to display me for your friends and let them have their ways with me. One by one they come to the room. The first one licks my twat with a dilo in my ass. He makes me cum hard then takes the gag away so he can fuck my mouth. He really fucks it hard until he shoots a hot load all over my face. Then he just laughs and leaves. Others show up through out the day. Some fist me to the point of orgasm, some don't let me cum. Some fuck my mouth some more and give me more facials. The whole time you are just letting me be used like a good cum whore . When the last of your buddies is finished with me it is your turn now. I am used hard by now but that's what you like. You want a good fucked cunt to shove your cock into. I am all the more hungry for more cock right now and you know you can do what ever you want. You prop my ass up with a pillow so that my anus is exposed to you. I am so horny that it is open and wet already. You ram your hard on into it deep, pushing it as far as it can go. After I relax around your cock you start to fuck me slow n easy. You then take a dildo and push it into my twat and I scream out in the sharp pain I am experiencing. But it subsides and you double fuck me. As you are ready to cum you pull out the dildo and then you finish off on my face once more. I am motionless as you untie my restraints. Let me wrap my arms around your neck as we kiss deep and slow all the while the cum on my face is drying.
We become tender now as we make love for about another hour untill we both orgasm together. This time you spend yourself in my vagina. We stay together as we drift off to sleep. We wake a few times through out the night and your dick gets hard each time as we grind each other yet again. Over and over you reach an orgasm in me till I am so full ......

i wanna get used, hardfucked like a proper slut as i rub oil onto my big tits and round ass. next i make sure my pussy and asshole are nice and oiled up by grinding my wet cunt down hard onto my giant black dildo and filling, stretching my oiled asshole with a nice big glass buttplug. grinding and fucking hard onto my toys til i cum so hard i squirt. then i'm ready to take cocks in my mouth and pussy and asshole and get fucked by any man who wants to use my prepared fuckholes. i'm happiest when i'm bent over and spreading my holes for cocks and whoring myself out for men to double penetrate and share around and use up. i love being turned out hard and rough like a nasty slut. come use your good little fuckwhore.

115 ways to use and abuse faggot scum
Sit back and make him suck your dick, nice and slow.
Train him to deepthroat your cock.
Fuck his face, balls-deep, like it’s a pussy.
Cock slap him.
Make him lick your sweaty balls.
Straddle his face and teabag him.
Spit on him.
Make him clean your sweaty ass after you work out.
Make him clean your dirty hole when you haven’t showered.
Piss on him.
Piss down his throat.
Piss in his ass.
Make him drink your piss from a glass.
Piss on a pair of underwear, or a jock strap, then wring it out over his face.
Finger his hole.
Fuck his ass.
Spank him.
Paddle him or whip him.
Fuck him with a dildo.
Make him clean a dildo after it’s been in his ass, your ass or another faggot’s ass.
Tie him up and use his holes.
Smack or slap his face.
Call him names.
Tag team him with a buddy.
Gangbang him with a group of friends or strangers.
Whore him out to friends or strangers.
Make him sniff and lick your piss-, shit- and/or cum-stained underwear.
Gag him with your dirty underwear, jockstrap or cum rag when you’re fucking him.
Cum on his face.
Cum on his face and make him wear the load out in public.
Cum on his ass.
Cum directly down his throat.
Cum in your hand, and make him eat it from your hand like a dog.
Organize a bukkake and cover his face with multiple cum loads.
Make him eat your cum off your buddy’s cock.
Cum on the floor or a table and make him lick it up.
Make him drink your load(s) from a shot glass.
Cum on food and make him eat it.
Save your loads on a cum rag, jockstrap or pair of underwear when you jerk off; when the cum rag is rank and full, make him suck the cum crust out of it.
Double-penetrate him with another Top or with a dildo.
Make him suck your cock while you’re taking a shit (i.e., give you a blumpkin).
Use his tongue as toilet paper after you take a dump.
Make him eat your shit.
Make him eat his own shit.
Make him jerk off with shit.
Make him smear his body with shit.
Flick or twist his nipples.
Write names (e.g., faggot, bitch, pig, slut), pictures (e.g., a cock and balls, a pig face, a toilet) or phrases (e.g., insert cock here, with an arrow pointing to its holes) on his body.
Make him lick your dirty toilet, or a public toilet, clean.
Make him wear a butt plug out in public (e.g., to the bar, to the gym, to the grocery store).
Piss on his underwear, or take a dump in his underwear, then make him wear them home.
Fart in his faggot face.
Tie him to your toilet when you have guys over, and tell them to use him instead of the toilet.
Fuck his face until he vomits, then make him clean the puke off your cock.
Don’t let him cum.
Make him ask your permission to jerk off or cum.
Make him eat his own cum.
Make him jerk off or finger himself while you and/or your friends watch.
Make him watch while you fuck another faggot.
Position him beneath you while you’re fucking another faggot and make him lick your cock as it goes in and out of the faggot’s hole.
Make him eat your ass while you’re fucking another faggot.
Make him clean your cock off after you fuck him.
Make him clean your cock off after you fuck another faggot.
Make him eat your load out of another faggot’s ass.
Make him clean out another faggot’s ass after you’ve fucked it.
Take photos and/or videos of him servicing your cock.
Finger your ass, then make him sniff and/or suck your stink finger.
Tie his cock and balls with a shoelace.
Blindfold him when you use him.
Fist his hole.
Fuck him with a condom and make him drink the cum out of it.
Make him drink the cum out of used condoms (e.g., at a party, at the bathhouse, at the park).
Cum in his ass.
Make him fuck another faggot, or get fucked by another faggot, while you watch.
Make him and another faggot fuck themselves on a double-ended dildo while you watch.
Make him lick your feet.
Use him as a footrest.
Make him give you a massage or footrub.
Hock a loogie in his face or down his throat.
Blow your nose on him.
Shoot a snot rocket in his mouth.
Take him to a bar; when his beer’s empty, refill the glass or bottle with your piss and make him drink it in public.
Make him pee at the urinal (e.g., at the movies, at the gym, at the bar) with his pants around his ankles so everyone knows he’s a faggot.
Shave his body.
Shave his head.
Save your piss in a bucket, and make him bathe with it.
Keep him in chastity.
Decide what he wears.
Make him wear a collar and leash.
Keep him in a cage.
Make him do domestic chores for you (e.g., laundry, cleaning, shopping).
Make him sniff poppers, then use him.
If you’re uncut, make him clean and eat the smegma from your cock.
Make him wear a ball gag.
Make him crawl in your presence, like a dog.
Make him eat his meals out of a dog dish.
Torture him with hot wax.
Make him give himself an enema — with water, or perhaps your piss — while you watch.
Give yourself an enema, then release it all over his face or body.
Make him service anonymous cock at a gloryhole.
Engage him in forced workouts.
Fuck him with found objects around your home (e.g., a broom handle, a beer bottle, a carrot, a cucumber, a wooden spoon).
Make him beg for your cock.
Feed him your pre-cum.
Make him lick your sweaty pits.
Make him call you “Master” or “Sir.”
Make him wear a hood while you use him so that the only sensation he has is the feeling of your cock in his hole.
Cum in his ass, then make him fart your cum into his hand and eat it.
Felch your cum out of his ass, then feed it to him.
Make him lick you head to toe.
Make him pick your pubes out of your underwear or off your toilet and eat them.
Make him wear a puppy tail in his ass.
Make him lick your boots.
Make him do a strip tease for you.
Make him service you in a public place (e.g., a restroom, a park, your car).
Of course, there are hundreds more ways to use and abuse a faggot. If your New Year’s resolution is to use more faggots, however, i hope this list gives you some ideas for how to be successful

I confess that i have the most amazing times with my girlfriend.
We both have looked around this website from time to time,we like taboo sex.
Well what is consider taboo respecting the limits.
She and I had a long long list of people we slept with,and i just love that about us.
That she has experience,and that she can enjoy sex just as we guys do,i know how much fun i had,so that turns me on to know that she has just as much experience in bed.
Every time we have something new in mind that one of us,want to experiment with,we talk about it and we just connect at the same level.
I found my match in bed,from time to time in the past i have wondered why no one that i have slept before got me turn on to the point of feeling extreme pleasure.
It was always the same routine for me before..very by the book and no intimacy.
But she gave me that pleasure and that intimacy that i needed to experience,she has done sexual things for me that i never thaught a woman would do.
And also allowed me to do things to her that i never thought it could be possible make a woman do.
Having alot of sex with different partners is fun and all,but wow having sex with a woman that it is with you at any level,It just mind blowing.
You are probably wonder what kind of things we did together.
Well nothing compared to my past FOR SURE,and i even had a threesome in the past,before her, for many people that is the ultimate sex experience.
But i was wrong,i met her and all that in my mind went to shit as the top sex experience.
When we are close to each other i can feel the urgent need to be inside of her,it doesnt matter what time it is,or the place we are at.
I just want to fuck her,and fuck her everywhere,feeling my cock penetrating her in and out watching my dick fucking her pussy so i can feel her amazing lips around my cock,the wetness that makes my body shiver,so warm and passionate to be inside of her.
Because of our sex drive we got caught having sex many times,my fault,more so then hers...the thing is.
I dont have the mental control enough to stop feeling my dick shooting up sensations right to my brain.
Luckly she knows better then me in that area,cause if it wasnt for her i would just love fucking her none stop just enjoying the pleasure to the point of me cumming hard on her face and mouth...or giving her a nice cream pie in her pussy.
She loves facials.. specially this kind of facials, and she look so slutty with my cum dripping down her face and out of her mouth,i just cant help kissing her passionatly once she cleans me off.
So yes most times i love when i get caught fucking her.
I am very voyeouristic and i know how i would feel if i see a couple having sex...so forbidden.
One time i fucked her in front of a window with the blinds partially open,we lived in a second floor, back then,and i saw a bald guy walking his
dog,at first i didnt noticed that he stopped right in front of the bushes and he had his hand strocking his cock inside of his pocket.
I was about to close the blinds for a moment,but then i saw him staring straight up focused on my girlfriend.
That bit of jealousy went away went i felt my dick getting harder,plus he was far from us,nothing he could do.
That instead of closing the blinds i opened them a bit more,he smiled at me and i went back to fucking my girlfriend,i had her on top of the ottoman on her fours,i fucked her doggy style in her vagina and i fucked her in the ass,he was strocking his cock faster and i started to think what was going thru his mind.
He was watching her getting fucked,but inside me i knew he would never even come close to watch her the way she fucks.
Knowing all i know about her,i said to my self,dude if you only knew how good she fucks you will be humpping your dog of desperation,she can ride your dick like a pro,and sometimes you dont need to fuck her,she will fuck you in every way.
He kept watching to the point that his dog was pulling him away.
I grabbed a squash we bought to play with and i fucked her ass with it and then with my dick.
He blew his load cause i could see him walking away giving the the thumbs up.
After he left i shot my load in her face and mouth and i loved it.
From a regular intercourse when we met we have come a long way.
We introduced toys in bed and we had so much fun,she let me double penetrate her and i got to fuck her in the ass to the point that now she tells me that she wants to get fucked in the ass.
(I always had to ask other women for it before her),now i have one that asks for it!
The fist time i got to see her sucking me off after i took my cock out of her stretched asshole was an amazing rush in my body,she deep throats
my cock and i get to cum where ever i want to.
She is a swallower cause sometimes she tell me how she blew guys cocks in the past,all the cum she swallowed and i see that she loves to drink cum and getting her mouth fucked
(She cant vomit)So she cant take cock really down her throat,but i also get turn on cumming on her face,seen my cum dripping down her beautiful face is an amazing sight..
We also got to lick heach others assholes really good.
I love the feeling of her Tongue in my ass how she gets her the tip off her tongue and more,deep inside of my asshole,and all my neves are reaching a high peek of sensations.
She wanted to try anal in me.. so i let her play my ass,first with her fingers back then i thought i would shit myself but she taught me how to relax my asshole to the point that i am past the shitting sensation.
Then it gets to feels amazing,so after her fingers she got to fuck me with her buttplug,not the dildo she uses but the smaller one,cause i am not
that ready to take it that big but it felt even better with the vibrations,..i was sold.
Since then i dont mind her playing with my ass.
I remember the time i got to fist her pussy for the first time,and believe me that we both had a surprised face just seen it happening.
I have a heavy hand,so i didnt think it was possible,but i started with my fingers very lubbed up and i moved around stretching out a bit more so for my thumb to go inside as well.
Feeling her labias stretching out to the max slowly passing my knockles felt such a new experiece and then i felt my fist going inside of her all the way.
She was a bit shocked in the beggining but i bet she got to feel something amazing cause her face changed to pleasure right away.
Wrabbing my wrist she started to puch harder for me to get deeper,i wasnt able to even move my fingers,but seen her stomach move with a bulge made me feel wild inside.
It was amazing to make her cum so hard,i could feel my whole fist wrapped around very tight with her inner walls.
I fucked her good and she came several times,squirting all over me,so intense so hot!
With time we kept talking and she wanted to try anal fisting,so we tried a couple of times,but i wasnt able to get past my knuckles,even with a lot
of oil,but one day it happend,i got to fist her all the way,she took it and watched herself on the tv getting fisted in her ass i could see her face was enjoying it.
We been dating for 5 years and it only gets better,we are both very jealous,but we both talk about what we would like trying even if it gets to
be to borderline, meaning we go for what we feel together.
For example,one time we were at a party and there was a married couple that were in to swinging,i knew the dude wanted to fuck my girlfriend cause
she is super hot.
And i know his wife wanted to fuck me cause she even tried to get in to the bathroom when i was coming in and she was coming out.
After a while they wanted to do body shots so i said ok,i was drunk enough to enjoy the thrill.
But things got a little out of hand and we decided to leave,they came out and gave us their phone number but we said sure and took off.
That night we realized that some fantasies need to stay fantasies.
And that is another thing we can share,we share fantasies of all kinds even the most darkest ones but we know it will stay there.
So we dont like sharing but we do share everything with each other,about everything that comes to mind...she got to watch porn videos of me
with some ex's and i got to see her sucking dick and fucking other dudes from her past as well.
It doesnt bother us,it turns me on when she shares how she fucked other guys and the more she gives me details the better...i love every
story,it was her fun time so i love hearing it about it and sometimes she wants me to share mine with her.
Together we make love to each others minds..and that is something that i really cherrish with having with her.
So we not only have the physical sex life,we have a mental sex life as well.
Well she back home with the kids, from the movies, so i will leave it here...
She will probably see this post later on.so i dont know i hope i didnt
bored you to death.

Btw Today she sent me an email that blew my mind!