I confess...

I had amazing session last night!

I gave one of the gay lads a lift home last night, his house mates BF [a big black lad] was at the door and asked if I'd give him a lift home too, it was 1 am and I really had nothing else to do.

I don't know whether he sensed I was Sissy for BBC or it was the way I was eyeing him up, but halfway through the journey He flopped out his massive black cock and said "Have you ever seen one as big as this?"

I nearly crashed the car as he was hung like a horse...

All I did was whimper "wow", he just laughed. When we got to his flat he got out with his massive cock still hanging outta his fly, and simple said "Come on then" and motioned for me to come inside.

I tried not to seem eager but my sissy clitty was rock hard, i was not dressed like a girl but i scambled past him inside just like an eager schoolgirl.

As i stumble into the living room i trip over and fell, David walked up to me his massive cock at eye level, "suck it now" he said. I was compelled to comply.

It started to swell in my mouth, he put a large hand on the back of my head and guided my mouth, he was very firm but gentle. Slowly getting deeper and deeper in my mouth/throat with each thrust. And as his cock was 3/4 down my throat he stated "you aint fucking straight are ya..." all I could do was gag "Mmmppft mmm pft mmphh", I now had a 11 inch black cock throat fucking me...

He grunted and rammed his cock virtually into my stomach, i felt his balls tense on my chin. Hot cum flooded my throat and filled my stomach. "Mmm yes bitch" he said. He held me there for what seemed like forever, but was seconds, i fell to the floor gasping when he let me go... almost passing out.

Whilst i lay there coughing David said "Now for some ass" , he stripped me and threw me naked onto his sofa. He was now naked he looked amazing, muscled, jet black and his monster cock was hard again, clad in a condom and in his hand a a tube of Ann summers Booty relax lube...

It was a Friday evening in late March 2019. My wife was halfway through her two-week overseas trip to visit her brother, and I had the house to myself (except for my cat). Earlier that week I’d texted Jamie to see if she was up for a visit to one of our local XXX theaters, a possibility we’d tossed back and forth since earlier in the year. She and I met the previous October, when a buddy of mine had arranged a gang bang as part of our group’s ongoing activities. Using Craigslist personals, our cadre of six to eight guys, aged 50-plus, had fucked close to a dozen women over the previous year. With that platform’s demise, activity was down considerably, but we’d had one great last party, with Jamie as the target. She’s in her mid-30s, a petite 5’1” and just slightly more than 120 pounds, a natural brunette with dyed-blonde streaks, a shaved pussy, and 34B tits. On that October 2018 Sunday afternoon, five of us guys (ranging in age from 53 to 67) worked her over for the better part of three hours. Every hole was violated multiple times, she had semen leaking out of both lower orifices (not to mention the multiple shots she’d taken down her throat), and her orgasms had easily surpassed the two-dozen mark. Driving her home later that day from the hotel room where we’d done our dirty work, Jamie insisted she’d had the time of her life.

Five months later, I contacted her to ask if she wanted to accept the offer I’d made on that drive home. Jamie returned my text midday Thursday, and I agreed to pick her up the following evening for a night of as much semi-public debauchery as she could handle. It turned out she’d just been released from jail that day, having served five days in the county lockup for failing to appear at a DUI hearing. Subsequently bailed out by a friend, she announced how horny she felt, clearly ready for some action.

She popped into my car wearing a black mesh see-through top (no bra), covered by a light zip-up jacket, plus a black micro-mini skirt (barely covering her ass) and ankle boots with four-inch heels. I asked what she was wearing underneath the skirt, and in reply she grabbed my hand and shoved it between her thighs. “Black crotchless panties. You like them?” she asked. Her pussy was silky smooth and already wet.

We drove over to Circus Cinemas, the XXX movie house in North Denver. The downstairs area is an adult store, featuring tons of videos for sale plus every possible type of sex toy you can imagine. Upstairs there are three theaters, each showing hardcore fuck films. One is devoted exclusively to gay porn, while the other two show a constantly rotating mix of professionally shot hetero porn drawn from studios like Brazzers, Vixen Video, etc. A few years ago, the owners had installed new fold-down stadium-type seats with armrests in between each. The theaters have seven or eight rows of five seats each, but the place rarely has more than 12-18 patrons at any one time.

I paid our $12 entry fee and we headed up the stairs. This place has CCTV with monitors in each theater, so it’s possible for customers to see who’s coming in and whether they’re heading for one of the movie theaters. Women don’t come here often, so the appearance of a female always draws considerable attention. Couples seem to fit into one of three stereotypical roles. Most are there for stimulation, so they come in, watch the screen for 20 or 30 minutes (some sit stoically while others might engage in some light petting), and then split, presumably to return home to fuck while the juices are still flowing. A smaller number are there to show off, gladly allowing those around them to watch-and-jerk while they engage in oral sex. We usually see the girl go down on the guy, suck him dry after a short spell, and then they leave.
The third group, by far the rarest, is where the woman is there to engage with random customers. This almost always involves her performing blow jobs on assorted guys, while her companion either (a) simply watches, (b) finger-fucks her at the same time, (c) either goes first or patiently awaits his turn, or (d) joins in. In all the times I’ve gone to CC, I’ve never seen any full-on intercourse – well, except for that one time a truck-driver type fucked a cross-dresser in his ass.

Jamie was clearly ready for us to be part of that third group. We slipped into Theater One, where she promptly led me down to the front row. Most of the action takes place in the darkened recesses of the back row, but it’s a cramped space. Jamie clearly preferred the front, where there were no obstacles for anyone to approach her. It was 7:30 on a Friday, but the place was pretty empty. I counted five guys in both theaters, and none of them seemed ready to hit on Jamie. She slipped her hand into my sweats –I’d worn sweatpants commando-style, anticipating the action to follow – while I reached over and started to play with her pussy. After about 15 minutes of this, and with no one coming forward she said, “Let’s get out of here and head over to Pleasures.” On our way out, she talked me into buying her a pint-sized vibrator from the bargain bin, which would come into play much later that evening.

West Colfax in Denver is an old Jewish neighborhood that is now mostly Hispanic. A fixture at King & Colfax is the old Act I & Act II porn house, which was bought out a few years ago by the folks who operate multiple Pleasures adult stores around town. They remodeled the place, which mostly involved splitting the two big theaters into five mini-ones, and thankfully solved the problem of the place always smelling like piss. It’s a pricier entry fee ($24 for a couple), and they’re adamant about two things, both of which were told to us several times while I waited for the cashier to hand over my change. No unaccompanied women – ever – and couples are required to stay together the whole time.

We walked through the entry door into a dark corridor lined with viewing booths. Another aspect of this place is the melding of an old-time porn theater with modern booths, each with its own video screen and hundreds of XXX movie options. Your ticket price includes unlimited viewing over a six-hour period, although I’ve never seen anyone’s ticket checked to see if they’re overstayed their welcome. There must be 40-50 booths in all; some have doors that lock on the inside, but most are fairly open. The hallways wind around in a way that you almost wish you’d brought some breadcrumbs to scatter so you can find your way out again. This place was far better attended, and Jamie certainly attracted a lot of attention as we worked our way toward the east side of the building and its multiple mini-theaters.

Each theater shows a different porn genre, and it’s marked on the doors so you know what to expect. Only one runs pure hetero porn, though, and that’s where we were headed. It’s the theater farthest from the entrance, with two rows of five padded theater seats WELL PAST their sell-by dates, plus fairly spacious aisles all around the block of seats. Jamie again led me to the front row, but this time we had plenty of company. The first guy, around Jamie’s age, wasted no time in unzipping his jeans and pulling out his semi-hard dick. She tugged on his trouser leg to urge him closer and immediately sucked him all the way into her mouth. Then she wrapped the fingers of her right hand around the base of his shaft while working her lips around the cock-head, meanwhile reaching over to me with her left hand and grabbing my wrist. She pushed my hand in between her spread-apart thighs, and I responded by shoving two fingers into her pussy and pressing my thumb against her clit.

This first guy lasted maybe three minutes and pulled out just as he was coming. Some of his semen landed on her outstretched tongue, but most got deposited on her chin. Before she had a chance to wipe it away, however, a much older guy (mid-50s?) jumped in front of her with his pants already down around his ankles. She went to work on him immediately. Meanwhile, I climbed down off my seat and knelt as close to her front as possible. Once she realized what I had in mind, she twisted toward me while pushing her companion over to the other side. This gave me much clearer access to her pussy, and I took full advantage. I did everything to her that she liked, with two fingers deep and up against her g-spot, my tongue flicking her clit and occasionally sucking on it hard between my lips, and pulling out my fingers to replace it with a rigid tongue. She loves to have her asshole worked as well, but with the narrow confines of the seating and the fact she was sucking off a guy who partially blocked my full access to her crotch, that was one maneuver that would need to wait until later.

Old Guy neatly shot his wad down her throat and got replaced right away by some hefty Hispanic dude. I kept eating and fingering her pussy, and she rode up against my face through three or four orgasms plus a total of four blow jobs to completion. My knees were getting sore, so I stood up just as Guy No. 4 (a chubby white guy in his 20s) blasted her face. At that Jamie was ready for a break, so I helped her up and scraped most of the jizz off her chin before feeding it to her. The crowd of guys, which had grown to about 15 from the time we’d started, let out a collective “Ooh.” She called out to the group, “Don’t go too far, boys. I’ll be back shortly.”

We found our way through the maze to one of the bathrooms, and I locked the door behind us as she sat down to take a pee. “Did you bring any condoms?” she asked. I admitted to be holding half a dozen, so she smiled and said, “Oh, good. Let’s go back and see who wants to fuck.” As we walked into the mini-theater to return to our seats, Jamie stopped short and confronted the same old guy who’d been her second oral customer. “You’re still here,” she stated rather than asked. “You got enough left to give me a good fuck?” He appeared speechless and could only nod, so she grabbed hold of his shirtfront and half-dragged him behind her as she made her way to the front row again. “Give him a rubber,” she instructed me, so I did and then went to lean against the side wall to watch what came next.

Jamie reversed herself and knelt on the sagging theater seat, halfway leaning over the back while spreading her legs. Old Guy dropped his drawers to display a reasonably erect dick, tore open the condom wrapper and expertly slipped it on. He leaned up against Jamie, trying to find the proper height to allow him entry. Meanwhile she reached down between her legs and helped guide him into her pussy. There was a bit of confusion and halfhearted thrusts as they tried to work out between them who was going to do what. But they eventually fell into a satisfactory rhythm, and Old Guy gave her everything he had. The room was quiet except for the XXX video playing up on the big screen, so it was possible to hear clearly the guys grunts as he thrust forward, the slap of his thighs on her ass, and the moans coming from her mouth as she rubbed her clit while getting fucked.

At this point the room was pretty full of guys. Most of them had their dicks out and were stroking them. Off in one corner I noticed, for the first time, two fairly hefty cross-dressers who were clearly T-gurls, complete with breasts on display by their low-cut outfits. The smaller one was on his knees, sucking some skinny guy’s cock. Meanwhile the larger one – at least 6-4, 275 – pushed away a couple of guys who were standing in the row behind Jamie. I later learned s/he went by the name of Brittany, since as we were leaving an hour or so later, Jamie made a point of collecting a phone number. Anyway, Brittany stood right in front of Jamie as she was getting fucked, waited a beat or two to size up the situation, and then moved those feminine garments aside to reveal a massively thick cock. Without saying a word or waiting for Jamie’s reaction, s/he pulled Jamie’s head forward with one hand while guiding that dick between her lips with the other. The sight of her choking on that monster may have been too much for Old Guy, because he quickly finished up inside her and withdrew.

Jamie forced her way off that cock and asked Brittany to fuck her. S/he grunted by way of reply and went to the front of the room. I offered up a condom as s/he passed by, only to be told in a high, lispy voice, “No thanks, I’ve got my own.” Brittany ripped open a Magnum, worked the latex over the massive cock-head and down the impressively thick shaft, and took Jamie fairly brutally. S/he grabbed Jamie’s buttocks and lifted her up off into the air, which was the only way Brittany could achieve full penetration without kneeling on the floor; that’s how much of a height difference there was between them. This repositioning forced Jamie’s head down to the bottom of the seat, her face plastered against the faux-velvet-covered seat back. Brittany pounded her mercilessly for at least 40 or 50 strokes before letting out a most unladylike bellow and freezing in place while “her” cock pulsed inside Jamie’s pussy. After withdrawing, Brittany spun Jamie around and stuck that jizz-covered dick into her mouth. Jamie calmly licked it clean and then tilted her head back so she could drain the cum from the used condom she’d grabbed out of Brittany’s hand and suspended up above her face. Those still assembled (literally) gave her a standing ovation.

As all good actors know when it’s time to leave the stage, Jamie decided the conclusion of her encounter with Brittany was the perfect exit line. She stood up, somewhat shakily it seemed, pointed to the jacket she’d shed so that I knew to grab it, and then took my hand as we made our way out of the theater. Knowing I hadn’t gotten much of Jamie’s attention so far, although I’d enjoyed the show immensely and was proud to have used my oral skills to make her cum multiple times, as we headed toward my car she said, “Let’s go back to your place and try out some of those toys you told me about. I can’t wait to run my new vibrator over my clit, and my ass needs some serious Zac-attention.” But the rest of the evening’s activities will have to wait for another time to be told.

sorry so much has been going on the last couple days i have had time to talk more about Todd and Nick.
nick was dropped off by his step mom "my daughter" for looking at gay porn and thinking he was gay and maybe wanting to try it one day. my daughter hates me because i'm bi and she caught me getting ass fucked one time and she stopped talking to me coming by or anything. then out of the blue she showed up and dumped her 19 year old step son off and said something a faggot for a faggot or something like that and drove off. after talking to him for a while a friend showed up to help him feel at ease.
NO we was not trying to push him into trying gay. we understand how he felt and still feels. mostly about being disowned by his family. we all been there.
but for some reason out of the blue things turned fast and go pretty wild fast.
the nice part for me was nick wanted to try and take a dick in his ass. and todd is fucking hung and hurts a lot of ass's when it fucks them and i'm 3 inches shorter then him and a good 1 inch thinner. so i got to take his cherry and he loved it. before the night was over nick even took most of todds monster coke and nick even got to fuck my GF/ neighbor. all with in like 9 hours.
now its been a few days and about then only thing none of us will not do is scat. other than that we will at least try it once.
well back to nick and todd.
they say they are not a couple but Nick is now todds bitch 100%. at my house about 90% of the time we are naked once we close the gates and when we setting around watching tv. all limp dick and all eating snaked and nick comes up set beside todd and the next thing we notice is nick is trying to get todd hard and starts sucking his dick until its brick hard. then sets on it and rides it until it goes limp 2 or 3 times a day. and he saw i was sounding myself and wanted to try it. and he loves it. i told him he is now the house slut. that he will bend over for anyone that wants his ass. and he agreed.
what he dont know is this weekend we plan to give him his first piss enema. and todd can go balls deep and piss a gallon and not alot of people can do that.
even though nick wasn't sure if he was gay or not at the time he was dumped here. we all knew and he damn sure knows now.
and todd to him to a fast food joint the other day to eat and made him wear a small butt plug. and while walking our gay trail todd make him go bottomless the entire time. to bad there was only one other guy out. but we plan on going back soon. my g/f wants to start stretching his balls already. not sure we going to let her do that yet.
we order pizza all the time and one of us answers the door naked every time we do. but we tip great and never had any one bitch yet. and the next time he will be the one to answer and sometimes its a guy that wants ass instead of a tip.
but for some reason nick is todds bitch and i really dont think he wants anyone else. but time will tell.

eternal damnation of the twisted mind; ok guys heres my confession, for as long as i can remember iv always wanted to feel normal, but i never have, no im not a gender bender or closet gay, but in my own diagnosis from endless research, i am a monster, the kind of things nightmares are made out of,and no i wasnt abused as a child, or have a domineering mother, i have no disability and i wasnt bullied at school, i wish and wish and pray to high heaven that my demons would subside, that i could be happy with a house a wife and kids, but that doesnt interest me at all , the thought of that makes me suicidal.the thought of working everyday for the rest of my life, abiding the law, laying down and taking crap, living by other peoples rules of right and wrong makes me physically sick. reason for my diagnosis...i dont think like normal people, i dont get disgusted at the horrific, studies on sphycotic serial killers reveal their inner windings, and i am 85 percent identical, it doesnt stop there, as long as i can remmeber iv been attracted to underage girls, not just pre-legal, pre puberty, i have sick, degrading and often voilent thoughts, the range of my fantasies goes from everything, from kids to beast to rape to degration even murder, yes thats right murder and i dont mean thinking bout it when i get pissed off i mean actually fantasising,rush of pleasure when thinking of choking someone, actually picturing a knife severing skin,planning down to a t the perfect murder and selected victims etc etc, the list could go on, i have planned my whole life, from the time i became aware of my condition i have portrayed a perfect "innocent" image of myself to others, minus a few rookie mistakes,everyday, for years and years. purely on the intention of if i ever act on my volcanic urges, that no one would suspect little old me, (you have to admit thats dedication to your art).now the awkward part...the 15 percent of me that craves normality. i have not yet acted on these impulses,the amount of times iv been ready to go on a spree that would garauntee to shock the world, i would litterally pray that i had a non-curable illness (see movie-saw)to then have an excuse to do what i want, the only thing that has stopped me from doing any of these things, my family, i couldnt bare them live with the shame of my name over their heads, my mother who is damn near a saint, my three lovely sisters, and my hard working father,it is because of them my enemies are safe to sleep at night, and the people of this world dont shudder at my name. god forbid if anything ever happens to them and i lose them, or they dissown me for whatever reason, then youll all know my name and this post will be the marking of my literary warped confession. being only 21 myself, there is plenty of time for this jekyl and hyde side of me to cease battling eeach other and show the world what were made of. untill then my friends, i leave you with one thought, is it better to die knowing you did everything u want but with a bad name, or to live a long life, and die an old unhappy man, filled with regrets, a wasted life. au revior

not a bad day today. i went to look at a old car to restore. and met a old friend that i use to work with . he was a flaming gay and back then i never messed around in my home town because i wouldn't admit i liked dick as much as i did pussy. so i never messed with him. plus he was 20 years older than me. but he had the largest dick i ever saw in my life even today. soft he had to be 8 inch's. never saw it hard. and then it was only when we was in the restroom.
but anyways i went to go look at this car with my girlfriend. the car was in to bad of shape for me.
anyways after a few minutes he ask did i ever work for so and so and i said yes back in the med 80's and then we remembered each other. so we talked a bit and he said his partner passed away about 10 years ago. i told my girlfriend that black guy i told you about being hung like a horse even soft this is him. he gave me a funny look and i told him yes i saw it a few time when you was in the rest room but back then i refused to admit i was bisexual. then my girlfriend said yes you was the one he always wanted to try but didn't.
then she said i would like to see it and if it still works maybe one of us can ride it. if not i'm sure it still dumps a load and i would like to taste it. and hes now 82 years old. ok now things changed from the car to sex. and my girlfriend brought it up. not me. he laughed and said come on in i need to get something to drink and take my pills.
we followed him in as he took his pill a blue pill he went to the rest room and came back out in shorts. and said i knew you was gay even back then and i started to make a move on you.
i would have loved to fuck a young white boy back then. then he said in 82 years its only been in one pussy and that was from a dare back in his collage days.
so i told him here is the deal if it will get hard you can have any of her holes or mine. he laughed and said hey now i'm only good for one time and its been years since hes topped anyone. Rachel didn't even ask she stood walked over to his chair and reached and pulled his shorts down the gasp and turned to me and said you going to have to wait this black monster is going in me today. she could barley get it in her mouth maybe 2 inchs it was so fat. i ask just how large will it get. he said in his younger days it would make 12 inches but now maybe 10 1/2 or 11 if he really gets turned on. so i reached over and started undressing her and she is 5 foot nothing 90 pounds maybe a small B cup tits. and it took some work but he started getting hard so i went down on her and got her pussy all wet. when i thought she was wet enough i told her to have a seat. then we moved to the bed room and he didn't hit the bed good and she was on top of him and i had ahold of his dick and let me tell you its a monster. the second i saw the head slid in and she lost her breath i pushed her down on it .
with in 5 seconds of the head slipping in he was balls deep in her. she couldnt breath so i leaned in and gave her a little mouth to mouth. and he said damn she was TIGHT. i almost laughed because she loose to me. i told him how is his 2nd peice of pussy and and he said he might go straight if they all this tight. i laughed and siaid not before i gt my turn on it. and he laughed. by this time she was riding that monster for all she could. and i told him dont cum in her because i want it. she said nope you can lick me clean but hes going to fill me up. so he moved her to the edge of the bed his ass almost hanging off raised his legs to put his feet on the bed and his ass hole was begging for me to toung fuck it so i leaned in and did. at this time i was still dress so i stripped real fast and i was balls deep in his ass i dont know how long i fucked him before he said hes about to cum so i picked up the padce i wanted to cum when he did. i think i came first not sure but he filled her up and she just laid there for aminute then rolled off and i licked him clean. then i rolled over between them and she set right on my face and let me tell you that monster was full of cum and i didn't stopped until she was cleaned out good. then he leaned down and cleaned my dick up.
i bought the car anywyays so i will have a excuse to go back over there this week . because its my turn to get to ride that monster because it will be the largest either of us has ever had.
and she told me she wants it in her ass next time. but i'm thinking of forgetting the paper work so i will have to go back again and again.

I wish with all of my heart, all of my mind, all of my body and all of my soul, that I could spend my days being a pnp, bareback only, no-jerking off allowed, gang-feeding, gang-fucking, gang-breeding and gang-seeding, insatiable, sword-swallowing, deep-throating, sperm-swallowing, cum-guzzling, balls-draining, suck-slut cock sucker and willing and wanton cum-dump anal whore, spreading my small, firm ass cheeks wide and completely and totally surrendering my naturally tight, steamy asshole for men with cocks like these to give me deep-grinding long-dicking ass-fuckings, hard-pounding, power ass fuckings and deep-impalement sperm enemas, and double-penetration ass fuckings along with double sperm enemas, by dozens and dozens and dozens and dozens of truly horse hung gay top studs like this one, day after day, week after week, month after month and year after year.

Spending my days sucking off big, beautiful cocks like these. Kissing them all over, licking them all over, running my mouth all over them, opening wide and having horse hung studs with massive, monster, extra-thick, hard, throbbing cocks like these take me by the sides of my head and fuck my mouth and throat with every hard inch of their man meat before they bury their monster cocks all the way down my throat, my soft, wet lips and warm, wet tongue wrapped around the base of their spewing and spurting cocks as they pump their loads of sweet cock cream down it and I milk them dry.

Spending my days just giving my fuck hole to these studs, letting them fuck me, one at a time, tag team or double fucking me, giving me their hard, throbbing cocks deep inside my hot little ass, fucking me hard, fucking me deep, giving me the ass fucking I so need and desire. I am a nymphomaniac for big, thick, hard, throbbing cocks and I love spreading these small ass cheeks of mine and surrendering my asshole to horse hung studs who will give me the ass fucking that I was born to get before they bury every inch of their massive, monster cocks like these deep inside my freshly fucked asshole and pump a huge load of hot sperm deep inside of me.

Yes, if I could have one wish cum true? It would be to spend my days, being a pnp, bb, njoa, gang fed and gang fucked little suck slut and anal whore for dozens upon dozens of truly massive, monster horse hung studs with big, beautiful cocks like this one.

My favorite fantansy is where I go through a 30 day initiation period as a pnp, bareback only, no jerking off allowed, gang-feeding, gang-fucking, gang-breeding and gang-seeding, insatiable, constantly cock-hungry and cum-thirsty, sword-swallowing, deep-throating, sperm-swallowing, cum-guzzling, ball-draining suck-slut and willing and wanton cum-dump anal whore, where I spread my small, firm ass cheeks wide and completely and totally surrender my tight, steamy asshole, to my three favorite fantasy groups. The Massive, Monster Mandingo Meat Men, the horse Hung Gay Men's Sex Society and the Colossal Cock Club. Each day, for thirty days goes like this:

First? It starts out with my going down the Mirrored Hallway of Gloryholes. Twelve gloryholes on each side, with a door at the end with two more glory holes. Through each are the massive, monster cocks for me to suck off. I inhale my poppers, releasing the cock sucker I was born to be. I worship each and every huge, hard, throbbing cock. I kiss them all over, I lick them all over, I suck them and take every thick, hard, throbbing inch down my throat. I go wild sucking off each of their horse dicks. I do not hesitate when it comes time to suck the sweet cock cream out of them and swallow every drop, emptying their nuts.

Then comes the next part. After I have sucked off all twenty-six horse hung studs I go through the door and there they are, all twenty-six horse hung studs I just sucked off going down the Mirrored Hallway of Gloryholes, and they have paired up. And each pair has been joined by three other members of their group. While the pair of studs tag team and double team fuck my crack whore asshole, the other three will take turns feeding me their big, beautiful cocks. I will be the willing and wanton cum-dump anal whore I was born to be, taking their big dicks, double fucking me senseless while I suck on those three delicious dicks.

After a good long feeding and fucking? I inhale some poppers and sluttishly suck off the first stud. Then do the same to the second stud. Then I take a big hit of crack and inhale some poppers and then? While I am sucking another huge load of cock cream down my cum covered throat the two horse hung studs fucking me bury their cocks all the way into my asshole and give me a double sperm enema. All three cocks cumming in my cock hungry and cum thirsty holes at the same time of course makes me pop my own nut. And I go through all thirteen groups of five horse hung studs.

And this is how each day of my 30 day initiation goes. Starting off sucking off those big, beautiful, massive, monster cocks of the Massive Monster Mandingo Meat Men, the horse Hung Gay Men's Sex Society and the Colossal Cock Club going down the Mirrored Hallway of Gloryholes and then? The thirteen five stud groups gang feeding and gang fucking me.

Man I would so love to have this fantasy of mine cum true.

as a bisexual male i have found that i never liked flaming gays. and years ago we had a young early 20's gay boy that lived down the road and i couldn't stand to be around him but it knew i was bi so he always offered his ass or mouth to me but i turned him down. well now about 20 years later i was selling my old lawn mower. on market place and i got a call and i told him to come look at it. and he did. and as soon as he pulled up i knew who it was. because he had pink short shorts on and a pink shirt. we talked just a few minutes and he rode the mower. and when he cam back i saw his dick head poking out and it had to be as fat as my wrist.
all i could say was if i knew that thing was that fat back then maybe we could have fucked. and he smiled and said i thought you was only a top. but this is 12 1/8 inch do you think you can handle it. i was like if it gets hard i want it balls deep in me and the next thing i knew we was naked at the pool and i had that monster in my mouth. the whole time i was lubing my ass with lots of KY because this was going to be the largest i have ever had. as soon as he was hard as a brick i set on that thing and i popped my nut all over his chest and face. and in less than a minute he was balls deep in my all 12 1/8 inches. and i was fuller that the couple time i took a DP. and this young buck could fuck.
he made love to my ass he didn't just pound it. for at least 30 minutes then he filled my ass with his cum. if i had know this flaming faggot was hung like this i would have been getting my ass filled by it years ago.

not a bad day today to get all wet. no rain 0% chance of rain.. so i jumped on my bike just to go for a ride. nice warm sunshine it was great.
running down a windy road that i haven't been on in years and the bottom fell out. the rain came down so hard so fast i couldn't see 50 foot. so i slowed down and pulled off the road and under a bridge. to dry off and put on my slicker suit.
as soon as i stopped there was a maroon ram there and a necked black ass getting hammered by a very large black dick. i had nowhere to go so i got off my bike and grabbed a towel and started drying off. getting out my slicker to put on when he saw me watching he never stopped.
i gave him the thumbs up and started changing my cloths right there. when i got to my shorts i said fuck it pulled my dick out and started stroking it. he said hey babe want some white dick. she looked up and from looking he was in his mid 20's and she had to be 70 and tits so big i cant guess a size. maybe a double H or larger.
so i walked over and damn i wanted that 10 1/2 inch black dick but for some reason i wanted 70 year old black grandma pussy. he grabbed my dick and put the head in her pussy for me. i went balls deep and started licking them great big tits. then i felt his hand rub my ass and he stuck a finger in my ass and i came right then no warning but i never stopped fucking her and it stayed hard. so i fucked her about another 10 minutes licking them tits as he finger fucked my ass. when i pulled out he said i have to take her home will be back in less than 5 minutes.
i mean neither got dress they got in the truck and was gone so i walked down to the water and washed off and about the time i got back to my bike he came flying up in his truck. jumped out and grabbed my dick and started stroking it and said i'm gay and that old woman has been giving up that pussy for years to me to try and get me to go straight. if i can fuck it i will so i never turn her down.
i laughed and said well you can fuck me now too i want that beautiful thing balls deep in me.
he said no way man i never had anyone take me balls deep close but never made it. and i said well you can me and he said how many dicks have you had to be that loose. and i said this year alone over 490 and thats not counting repeaters. i said my goal was 365 different loads from different dicks, and before i could say anything else. he said OMG your Coytoe from motherless. oh he got really turned on. so i handed him some lube from my bag and bent over his seat. he used very little lube just on he head popped it in and went balls deep. and came right then but he didn't stop he just kelp on pounding. a little hard to start with but i didn't say anything i just let him pound. then he said i'm sorry but i'm going to have to stop and take a piss.
i said no piss in me. he said i cant i have tried a many times and can't. i said let me turn over so i did raised my letgs and told him to touch my hole with his dick so he did and i told him to brealy piss and as soon as he does go balls deep and dont move just keep fucking . and he did and i know he pissed 1/2 a gallon up my ass he pulled out and said damn that was so fucking hot i'm about to cum again so i jumped up and took that sweet cock in my mouth and drank his cum..
and he tasted so good and i told him and he said its because of me he eats pineapples all the time. and his friends like it. so i told him watch this as i went back down on him i raised my ass up and i shot the piss out of my ass and hit a poll about 4 foot away.
i'm sure one day i will fnd out his name and get me some more of that black monster. because after we got dressed i followed him home i didn't stop just found where he lives so i can go back and see him again real soon

100% True story about my life when I was younger, I want to unload so I can feel better, I'm now a grown Adult btw. Hence the proper spelling and punctuation, unlike many of the fake trolls.

I had many interesting moments while growing up as a kid, I definitely was told I was a handsome and cute boy by almost everyone I knew; which I think was my curse and blessing at the same time because I was molested. But at the same time I didn't feel like a victim, I liked it, and none of it feels like a bad or negative experience.

It all started one day before I went to school, I stupidly stole my step-dad's wallet money and spent it on snacks like reese's etc. from the corner store close to school. I felt like a rockstar passing them out to my friends and everyone else in class, until my dad showed up to my school.

He was so mad he went into my classroom and spanked me in front of all my friends, then dragged me home. He usually isn't this abusive just so everyone knows, he was just really pissed-off that I started stealing; it was just a dumb kid move and I learned my lesson immediately. But the thing was, something must have released his mental libido after spanking me; cause after we got home, he wanted to spank me more. This time it was a much less angry, yet stern �you're still not done getting punished� spank. And this time he wanted to pull down my pants and underwear, and spank me bare.

Keep in mind, we were alone in the house, as I'm an only child, and both my parents worked at the time, but my stepdad obviously left work and took a day off after he found out what I did.

(well, back on track) ..I kinda felt weird and embarrassed when he told me to do that, but he was very persistent, so I finally got to undoing my pants and pulling them down with my underwear, then bent over. He first grabbed my ass in his lap and started groping it, moving my ass cheeks around like if they were fruit, this was a weird feeling, I never had been groped and fondled like that before ever, and the sensation wasn't that unappealing either. Still feeling weird, he then started spanking it, continuously making me twitch in pain, until it was red. I could definitely start to tell he was getting excited, because I felt his cock grow while I was on him; he kept going, watching my reactions as he slapped and groped me. It wasn't long until he was rock-hard. By then my heartbeat was pretty much racing, because this was a completely new experience; watching him get pleasure like this, feeling a fully grown adult for the first time, feeling him get aroused on me. It was a sexual awakening like nothing else..

He then told me to get up. I could see his huge bulge, I could only imagine at the time that he was big. He started looking at my reaction to him; my slight unnerved but curiosity about this entire experience, and his bulge. He then started looking at me strangely, like he was thinking hard, and after a few seconds of watching me look at his member, he started to unzip his pants.

I started feeling really nervous and full of anxiety, as I kept watching him unzip; he pulled out his erect cock, and I remember thinking how it wasn't like anything I ever saw until then. It was of course vaguely familiar, but it was a enormous slightly veiny monster version of what I ever thought it would look like.

He said come closer, and after a few hesitant seconds I complied out of sheer curiosity over it; I remember how he grabbed me by the neck, and gently guided me in, until he had the lips on his head. I remember thinking how it felt so soft, he told me to open up, I felt nervous again, but feeling him in this position, I sort of instinctively felt like doing it anyway, so I trusted him and opened. Then he guided me down. I remember it was a odd smothering feeling, but a good kind of smothering feeling. He started to teach me how to give decent head; and after a few seconds of this, all my anxiety went away, I started enjoying this immensely.

As the minutes passed, he kept teaching me the right way of giving better and better head, and I complied readily, until he started panting and twitching in my mouth, I felt a rush of warm liquid as he kept twitching. But like a good student I kept sucking him off until he finished. As he finished twitching and panting he told me to swallow, I did, and I felt a sour yet kinda milky sweet flavor go down my throat, I gagged slightly, but he then assured me he'd help get me used to it.

Shortly after that, my stepdad let me practice sucking cock on him until I was his �pro�. And one weekend, he surprised me by getting his "friends" he conjured from the net to group around me, and let me suck them all to till they came. I ended up loving doing that for him; it happened more and more as I became popular with his special interest group.

I could go on, but long story short, by then I was looked on in school as that cute boy who might have been �gay�. I was of course picked on because I was a little bit effeminate, and my slightly girlish looks didn't help either.

Then after a while I had an amazing idea, I made friends with all the tough boys by giving out secret blowjobs, in offer for protection, I secretly had the privilege to suck many cocks through grade school, and it wasn't a burden for me; as I very much liked doing that for them. They weren't as big as full grown men, but it was always pleasant to suck them off until they came.

Looking back, I loved those years; I stopped doing this when I reached high school though, and tried to start with a clean slate. I'm bisexual now, if you're wondering, I'm 20.

I completely left that life behind, I still crave to get smothered by some good cock now and then but I just feel better now that I've told some people like a weight's been lifted.

btw, this story wasn't intended to be fapworthy, but to some, I can see how it naturally is.

Thanks if you enjoyed reading my story, I sure enjoyed living it through.

pic related, it's me when I was younger.

i try and go fishing at least 2 times a week. i usely put in at the river ride about 5 miles and fish all day and sometimes i break off and go threw the woods and slu end up in the creek. and almost everyday that i hit the slu i shut down and let current carry me threw it and there is a old man always setting behind his house fishing off the pear. and most of the time it seems like while my boat is floating by he stands up and pulls out his dick and takes a piss. i couldnt help but notice that he was hung like a horse.for such a little man.but but 3 months ago i broke my trolling motor.so i eased up to the pear and tied off. we talked for a few i know him from around town hes in his mid to late 70's. grey hair skinny about 5'4" and maybe 120 pounds. i got my othere prop out and changed it on my trolling motor while we talked. as i was putting the old on in the box i noticed he stood up pulled his dick out and started pissing. this old fucker had to have 6 inchs soft. i said damn. to myself
it was just a few minutes later he ask if i wanted to come up and see his house. i said sure and liek a lost puppy i followed him to his house. when you walked into his house it was like walking into the 1800's. it was old and restored. he showed me around the house then we went into his bed room. he had some old 8mm film there. i ask him what was on it and he said he would show me and he turns out the lights and turned it on and it was a old 8mm porn flick. it was him and a few of his friends females and males it showed them running threw the woods naked trying to catch the girls and forcing them to have sex. well after they all fucked them harry pussys. the girls got up and left then the men all started sucking each othere off and then this old man (witch was young then)stuck his dick up this othere mans ass. i gasp. and the old man ask what did that scare you. i laughed and said if i had that monster slamed up my ass it would scare the hell out of me.
what are you old man 10 inches. he laughed and said no .the film was still playing and even though they didn't give close ups you could tell that the dude he was fucking loved it but in lots of pain. oh and it had no sound.
then he said dont worry son it dont work unless i take a little pill anymore
so your safe today. he laughed.
but i want to see yours if i can. hell i had a hard on from hell. i stood up pulled out my 6 1/2 inch dick and he said nice. and ask can i suck it. and he got down on his knees and started sucking my dick. i ask him how old was he when he made this film he told me 16 and i looked back and the camra man turned and looked out into the woods and the girls was watching them go at it then they came out of the woods and walked back to them then the film ended. the old man got up turned it off and got right back to sucking my dick. while he was sucking my dick i ask how old are you . he said 85 last month. so that made him born in 1926 and that made him make this film in 1941. he look up at me puled off my dick and ask will it get hard again if you cum. i said fuck yes it will. he went right back to cuking my dick. and it wasn't long i filled his old mouth with my cum.
he got up took off his cloths and told me to get undressed so i did. he went to the bath room took a pill and walked to the kitchen nude got some coffee. and ask did i want anything i took a coke.and we talked a few about things mostly sex. after i finished my coke he got up to get anothere cup of coffee and i noticed he had a semi on. and i didn't ask when he sat down i got under the table and started sucking his dick. fuck he wasn't 10 inches this old man was bigger. not fat but bigger. i got out from under the table and started opening his draws to see if i could find something to messure it . he ask what i was looking for. and o told him a tape i want to see how long it is. he told me 2nd draw to the left and there was a ruler. i took it and came back and stuck it to his dick he was right he wasn't 10 inches he was 11 1/4 and 1 1/4 wide at the tip and 2 1/8 in the middle and 1 3/4 at the base. i looked around and all i could find for lube was crisco i grabed it and he took it away from me and turned me around and leaned me over the table. he looked at my ass and said i could tell you was gay. and now i know seeing your ass hole like it is. i told him yes but i have never had a dick over 1 1/2 inchs wide at the base and never had one over 6 inches. he told me it would be ok he walked to the sink got a rag wet and came back and washed my ass hole clean. then he set down in the chair and started toung fucking my ass hole. then i felt the crisco start lubeing my ass up and he started fingering me. he had 3 fingers in my ass and said i think your ready and stood up behind me and stuck the head in my hole. fuck it felt so good he ended up getting about 8 inchs inside and and fucked me for about 20 minutes before he filled my ass hole with his cum.
i left after that didn't do anymore fishing i jsut went home.
i have been to his house like 10 times after that. but hes not home and his truck has been gone for over a month now. and today i noticed his lights have been turned off.