I’m not gay I’m a sissy faggot.
Don’t have any romantic interest in men. Infact I love women. Especially slutty women. But sexual I want to be a slutty women. I want to be a public whore. I want men to fuck me like the 19yo NO LIMIT cum slut I see my self as.

Honestly I think my ideal relationship would be with an older couple say 50’s. Serving under the fat BBW fuck pig wife. I imagine being all dressed up and bound up in the corner. Chastised and plugged wearing a funnel gag and serving as a urinal for the wife’s drunken Gand bang party. I as I watch her fat roll bounce like a lava lamp as she takes 3 cocks at once I am truly in love. I worship this woman and all she can take. After the last cream pie my gag is removed and the fat balding husband drags me by my pigtails to the end of the bed shoving my face into my loves fat gaping blown out cum filled pussy and Bellows “EAT!!” As I burry my face in her massive pussy he tears away my plad skirt and panties and violently rips my princess plug out of my sissy ass. As I let out a massive shreek the woman I love orgasms and sprays all those strangers cum and her piss all over my face. Then I feel the cock of the fat old man that ownse the woman I love slam into my sissy pussy as he degrades me. He angerly explains that worthless fat pigs need to be used and abuesd by true alpha men and that’s the only thing worth less than a fat pig slut is the sissy boy that loves her for the disgusting pig she is.

I hate this Man I truly despise him except for the fact that he is 💯% right. And for that reason I worship this man. I gladly such his old sweaty balls. I gladly rim his ass and drink his piss because he’s right. I am madly in love with his fat pig slut of a wife. She has no limits then neither should I.

After all the men have brutally fucked me and my lovely pig has cum 2 more times they drag me into the bathroom floor and piss all over me.ad I lay there my my 300 pound public slit waddles in and crouches over my face and tells me I was a very good slit trainee today and I deserve a reward. As I see he blown out but hole lower over my mouth she wispers “in been saving this for you for the past hour”. She then squirts a massive load of strangers cum mixed with her shit into my open mouth. She then kisses me on the forehead and wispers in proud of you.

As I lay there savoring the beautiful gift given to me by the woman I love. I realize. This is where I belong this is who I was mentioned to be.

When I was 20 I was in a public restroom in a subway station in Boston. I had used this restroom a few times and knew it was popular with guys looking for blowjobs and more. I had never done any thing with a guy before but I was curious. I had just recently broke up with my girlfriend and I hadnt had any sex in in two weeks. I walked in and stood at one of the 4 urinals. A guy came in he looks about 40 yo and walks to the last urinal and starts pissing. He finishes pissing then I see him shaking it then he starts stroking it. I looked at him and he was stroking it showing me his length. Not jerking but just stroking it slowly. I stood there watching him. He motioned for me to show him mine. I stepped a little away and turned and showed him my cock. I was stroking my cock slowly like he was. Suddenly a black guy about 30 yo walks in and stands next to me at the urinal. He looks at me and then the other guy and doesnt say anything. The other guy zips up and hurries out. I turn towards the urinal like im still pissing. And he unzips and starts pissing. He keeps looking at me and not saying a word. I look down and I see his cock. Its about 8inches and thick. Hes just standing there not doing anything and Im staring at his cock. I look up at him and then back at his cock and he backs away from the urinal about a half step. I dont know why but I reached over and felt his cock. He immediatly grabbed my wrist then showed me a badge really quick. He said he works for the T undercover unit. Give me your ID he says. I take my license out and give it to him. He looks at it and puts it in his pocket. He says I was under arrest for open and gross lewdness. He says we are going to the precinct office and to follow him and dont resist. Im scared to death. I dont know what to think. As we are walking out he sats dont even try to run because I got your ass. We walk out if the mens room and he says follow me and we head off down the stairs that lead to the inbound commuter train platform. I ask him where are we going and he says the office is this way. We are walking down the platform heading all the way towards the other end. Theres not one person on the platform. He keeps looking at me and looking across to the other side of the tracks. Then he asks me, do you do this often? I said no Im not gay. I just made a mistake. He says thats right you did. I ask where is the office and he says we need to go this way and out the other end of the station. We turn into another exit and we walk up the first landing about 5 steps. Then he grabs me by my arm really tight and he says. Your going to jail. I look at him and Im scared. Then he says. Ill give you a break. Im like omg thanks. And he stops me and says if You do one thing. Whats that I ask? And he begins to unbuckle his pants. I say I cant do that. He says oh yes you can and you will. He has his cock out now and he grabs my head and says im not fucking around here. Do it! I meekly move my head down towards his cock and I slowly open my mouth. He pushes forward and his cock is in my mouth. Suck it! he says. I begin giving him a blowjob sucking his cock. Its my first time. Im standing but bent over and he reaches around and starts rubbing my ass. Keep going you're doing great he says. Suck my big black cock. Im choking every now and then as he keeps pushing my head down forcing more of his cock down my throat. I gag and pull away but he shoves it right back in. I can taste his precum. Its very salty. He then reaches under and unbuttons my jeans and starts pulling my pants down. I try to fight it but hes much to strong for me. He bends my arm behind my back and says do what I say or else. Im terrified now. I have my jeans and briefs down by my ankles and he spins me around and pushes me towards the wall. Grab the rail he says. I grab the hand rail. Now bend over. I pause and he says it again only this time he punches me in my side. I gasp and try to catch my breath. I bend over and he gets behind me and rubs his huge cock up my ass crack. He then spits in his hand and smears it in my ass. Youre gonna love this boy he says. Then I feel him pressing his cock at my hole. Please don't I whimper and he slowly pushes it in a little at a time and he begins to rock back and forth. Moving a little faster pushing his cock deeper in my virgin ass. Thats it boy take it. Is this what you wanted? No I replied. Yes it is. You love it. You love my big black cock in your little white boy ass. He starts going faster really pushing in deeper and harder. He starts going faster and Im trying not to scream and then his body tenses and he grunts as he shoots his cum inside me. He holds his cock in my ass until he finishes cumming. Then he pulls his cock out. Its all slimy with his cum. He takes out some napkins and wipes his cock off. He takes my licrnse back out of his jacket and looks at it and he says, Danny ****** I know where you live so its safe to say we are all squared up. He hands me my ID. And he says now get the fuck out of here and dont ket me catch tu ou here sgain. Now go. Now! I pull up my pants and I run up the stairs as fast as I can I exit the station and I begin walking down the street very quickly. I can feel his cum leaking from my ass. I can as ddf ire you I never went back there.

I think i'll start off by describing myself, i'm a young guy, about 5'8'', short brown hair and brown eyes. i'm in good shape, i like to keep fit and am in the gym a good bit during the week. about a month ago now, i met a guy there named Ryan.
Ryan's a few years older than me, in his mid 20s, about a half a head taller and in very good shape. the first time i met him, i was mid-workout and he came over and asked if i needed a spotter. i said sure and we got to talking, i commented on how i liked his beard, we joked around, and finished our workouts together. i thought he was just a cool guy and that he wanted to make a new friend. it never occurred to me that he was gay, i'm straight so i wasn't on the look out for any signs that he would be attracted to me.

at the time i didn't know he was gay so when he asked me if i wanted to go to a club with him about a week after meeting him i said sure. we got a cab in that night and on the way he leaned over and asked if i'd ever tried this before, while holding out a little blue pill in his hand. as a matter of fact i had tried extacy before so when he offered me one i happily received. about 10 minutes later we were in a dark club with dance music pounding from the speakers. it was the kinda music people would associate with gay guys partying but i liked dancing to that music so i still hadn't put 2 and 2 together. it didn't take long for the extacy to kick in and boy did it hit hard. i felt amazing, i could feel the beats of the music in my skin, i couldn't stop dancing if i tried and i was talking to anyone near me. now for anyone who hasn't taken extacy before, you have to realize that it makes you want to dance, a lot, which means you sweat and have to make sure to drink a lot of water or else you'll get an unbelievable hangover the next morning. it wasn't my first time, so i knew i had to keep drinking, but that also made me need to piss pretty bad.

i didnt know where the bathroom was so i asked Ryan and he'd brought me over. he said he had to go too but when we walked in all the urinals and stalls were taken up except for one. Ryan looked at me and said "lets just go together, we're both guys so it's not a big deal right?". that made sense to me, like i piss beside guys in urinals so what does it make a difference in a stall?

i was bursting so i just agreed and rushed in. as i unzipped my pants, Ryan came in behind me and closed the door. i thought that was kinda weird so i turned around. as i did he grabbed my cock and started kissing me. i was in complete shock, i was just stuck there for a split second thinking "what should i do?!". he kept pulling my cock, and i don't know if it was the pill but it felt amazing. i started to get hard and he dropped to his knees and took it in his mouth. he took my whole cock in his mouth and i didn't even care that he was a guy at this point, i was just entirely focused on the feeling of his warm, wet tongue sliding up and down my shaft. he got it nice and wet before he started stroking it and sucking my balls, moaning while he did it. it didn't take him long doing that to make me wanna cum, so i grabbed the back of his head, and shoved my cock as far down his throat as possible. the feeling of my balls contracting as i pumped my cum down the back of his throat almost made me pass out. i collapsed back on the toilet seat as he stood up wiping his lips and said "see you outside" before leaving the stall. i pulled my pants back up and went out to dance more, because i was still high as fuck.

however, i did make sure to return the favor as a thank him on the cab drive home ;)

I had gay sex! I was standing at a urinal. Another guy came in, stood next to me, and looked admiringly at my cock. He pulled his out, aimed carefully, and pissed on my cock. I got a great hard-on from his piss. We walked over to the sinks, I sat on one, and we started frotting. While we were fucking our cocks together, a state trooper came in. He saw us frotting, pulled his cock out, and jacked himself off watching us. The guy moaned and squirted his cum all over my cock. We kept frotting, rubbing his cum all over us, and then I came on him. He zipped up and left. I offered to blow,fuck, or frot the trooper, but he declined and shot his load on the floor.

I was coming back home from a business trip out of state. It was around 01:30AM and I was dead tired, and had to pee really bad. I turned into a rest area off the interstate to take a quick piss and splash some water on my face. It was very dark outside, which kinda put me on the edge. There was no one in the parking lot. I casually pull in and get out of the car, locking it behind me. Searching for the male bathroom took a bit because only one of the floods light illuminating the area was working.

I enter the bathroom and head straight to the urinal. So I'm taking a piss and its one of those really long relieving ones. I had drank way too much coffee in the car to keep me up for the ride home. Anyway, the bathroom door opens and this black guy walks in. He takes the stall beside me, which was a bit intimidating. I'm finishing up, but couldn't help to notice the guy standing a ways back from the urinal. I don't know what to think so I try to just keep my eyes ahead toward the wall. But for some reason I have this crazy urge to look at his cock. Now I never considered myself gay, but I heard the story that black men have really big cocks. I had to see for myself.

I slowly turn my head till the outline of his cock comes into my side vision. Wow that thing is huge I thought to myself. I can't help but turn all the way and stare at this huge cock. The black guy stares back at me, and asks "See something you like?" I'm totally dumbfounded and try to tell him I was sorry but I don't think I said anything due to me stuttering. I took a breathe and got the nerve up to tell him I was just curious. He started to laugh and walk over to the sink and wash his hands. He asked what I was curious about and I simply said the size of a black guys cock. I think he really found this funny he laughed a lot harder and just started me directly in the eye. He walks out without saying anything else. I'm breathing a bit heavy at this point as I didn't know how that situation was going to turn out. I wash and dry my hands and walk out of the bathroom.

As I walk out I notice another car parked two slots to the right of mine. This no doubt was the black guy's car. Trying to make it as less awkward as possible I tell myself not to make eye contact if he sees me. I'm at my car, and I press the unlock button on my key ring. As I go to open my door I'm knocked into the car. This knocks the air out of me, and I feel a hand pushing my head onto the metal. I try to struggle and turn around but not being able to breathe and me freaking out I'm like a deer in the headlights.

I hear a man say behind me "So you like black cock you little white bitch?" Its the black guy that was in the bathroom. Yet again I start stuttering. Unable to reply, he gets mad and says "OK ILL FUCKING SHOW YOU SOME BLACK COCK". At this point i'm fucking scared I don't know if hes going to kill me or what. He grabs my shoulders and pushes me to the ground. He yells "Turn the fuck around bitch" and I do as he says. I start to tell him that my money is in my wallet, just take it and don't kill me. He says hes not here for the money, but to teach a little white bitch a lesson on black dick.

He unzipped his pants and pulled his cock through the front opening in his boxers. He grabbed my head again and said "open your fucking mouth" I know whats about to happen. But for some reason the thought of this black guy fucking my mouth isnt that scary anymore. I think I actually want him to rape my mouth. He pushes his huge cock on my lips and I instantly take him in. At first its not that bad, I take him in till I gag but its barable. He keeps on thrusting his cock in my mouth while holding onto my head. I was getting so fucking dizzy. But also his cock is starting to get really hard. Each thrust is hit the back of my throat making me gag and nearly vomit each time. Mucus is pouring out and running down my clothes. This goes on till I finally vomit and he pulls his cock out. I'm still trying to catch my breath when he tells me to get up and bend over the hood of my car. Now I truly am scared. I think this guy is going to ass rape me.

So I do as he commands. Bending over the car is pulls my pants and boxers down in one quick grab. I can hear him stroking his cock. Its loud and wet, being covered in all my saliva. He yells "Your really going to get some black cock now, bitch". I can feel the tip of this huge cock on my asshole now. Out of nowhere my body is full of the worst pain I have ever felt in my life. This black guy rammed his 8 inch cock into my ass. I'm a guy and never even fingered my own asshole before. SO this cock was like throwing a brick thru a keyhole. I'm begging him to stop this, its hurting so fucking bad. I'm crying and can barely talk much less mutter. Hes just laughing and pumping my tight ass over and over. I can't hold back the tears. I almost feel like I was going to pass out. Every pump from this guy cock felt like it was tearing my asshole, which is was. I began to feel something cool dripping from my ballsack. I couldn't quite make out what it was. But I knew it was blood.

He started to pump harder and faster. This must have lasted 10minutes. But eventually he let out a loud moan and I could feel his cock quiver in my ass. He filled me up with more cum than I ever thought was possible. Pulling out I could feel the remainder of his cum pouring out of my asshole. Grabbing me by the neck he throws me back down to my knees and forces his cock back in my mouth. I can taste something metallic, which had to have been the blood from my torn asshole. I sucked him dry.. after he was done he put his clothes back on and didn't even look at me. As he got in his car I heard him say "I bet that bitch likes black cock now". He drove off and I drug myself into my car.

Didn't know what to do after that...