I confess I let an older guy fuck me when I was 16.

When I was around 15, I started going on chat rooms and chatting with older guys. I was not and still do not consider myself gay, but when I get really horny I get in this depraved sense of mind. I'd get horny doing something I think is otherwise disgusting. Anyway, nothing got me hornier than knowing these older guys wanted to use my ass. I loved chatting with married guys because I knew they were paranoid about keeping it a secret like me. I had a lot of depraved convos with older guys about fucking my ass and making me their slutboi. I'd cum, always feel mega jackoff remorse, close the chat, and usually block them.

At some point I built up the courage to have phone sex with some guys. I would get older guys to give me their number and call it with *67 so they couldn't call me back. Pretty much whenever I was home alone I'd hit the chatrooms and find guys to phonefuck me. I was usually pretty shy on the phone, but I loved when a guy was really verbal and would call me names, faggot, etc, while we were moaning over the phone. We'd cum together moaning in extacy and hang up right after. Despite my post cum remorse, I would always go back. At times, when my family was asleep, I'd take my phone and a jizz napkin in the shed behind the house in the middle of the night to get off like this. I get both disgusted and horny thinking about moaning "fuck me harder daddy!" to some old guy states away, in middle of the night, in my filthy shed.

So now to the fucking: One day, I start chatting with an 50 something year old married guy and I don't quite exactly remember why, but we ended up jacking off together from time to time on messenger. He lived a few counties away from me, but in the same state. I don't think we ever phonefucked, but at one point he definitely convinced me to get a webcam, and I would cam for him. We had many horny conversations about him fucking me in front of his wife, etc. I'd always cum on cam for him and feel that remorse, I never showed him my face though.

We started having conversations about how we should meet and fuck, and it was always just jerkoff fodder. We were both to paranoid to actually do it. One weekend when the family was gone for the day we had a pretty long edging session early. We both were in an extremely horny state of mind I guess, because we decided to go for it. We stopped jerking off, our balls full with cum, to save for our depraved encounter. We worked out a plan were I would take a bus to a point where he would meet me and we'd walk to a motel nearby.

The moment I walked out of my house my heart was beating like crazy, but I felt hornier than I ever have. I'd never even taken the bus before, but my horniness made me so willing to do anything. When I go off the bus I saw the him wearing the clothes he described. He wasn't ugly, buy he was certainly a man in his fifties, a bit overweight and stocky. When I walked up to him, we were both very nervous and just said things like "are you ready for this" and "I cant wait." I started getting so horny as we walked, I started getting so horny though, and started thoughing his cock through his pants. Probably not the best idea since he was 50 something and I was young, but I was horny.

When we got in the motel room, my heart was pounding and my cock was throbbing. We took off our clothes and I lay on the bed naked. Keep in mind I was a complete virgin, only had a few fingers in my ass when I cammed for him, but was horny for cock. I had my first foreplay with this guy as we humped each other for a good 30 min. My cock was leaking at this point rubbing all over this hairy guy. We 69ed until I about burst and then gave him head while my cock softened a bit. I started pushing his cock on my tight asshole and we knew it was time.

He lubed up my ass with his fingers and slowly stretched me out a bit. It hurt and almost made me cum at the same time. He worked my ass with his fingers for a bit, until I told him to try to get inside me. He worked on a condom and dumped some more lube on his cock. I lay missionary while he started working his cock inside me. It was uncomfortable at first, but wasn't long before my cock was rock hard as his saggy balls slapped my ass. We started talking dirty. We didn't even know eachothers names. He moan "you like my cock boy!" and I responded, "fuck me daddy!"

He told me he loved me and I responded I love him too. I vividly remember this and making out while he fucked me. I confess my first kiss was this horny old man I met on messenger. He asked if he could take the condom off and I said fine. I didn't really understand how dumb that was at the time, but he was married I didn't think he had a std since he told me I was his first male fuck.

When he slid in me bareback, it felt so good. We kissed as he fucked me a few more minutes and then I told him I was gonna cum. A few strokes of my cock and I blew all over my chest and face with his cock still sliding in and out of me. Needless to say, I felt immediate disgust and discomfort. My cock got soft and I got quite but he just started pounding away harder. I'm not sure he fucked me harder because he saw I was uncomfortable and in pain and was trying to finish to get it over with for me or because the pain on my face made him hornier, but he pumped until he moaned "I'm gonna breed you boy!" Then stuck his tongue down my mouth while he pumped his seed deep inside me. He collapsed on top of me, his heart beating through me.

After a min or so he slid his beating semi out of my hole and just started cleaning himself up and getting dressed. I followed and there were few words after and we didn't look at eachother. We pretty much just dressed and I walked alone to the bus stop feeling dirty.

I blocked him when I got home and we never talked again.

Looking for a girl interested in some webcam fun. I would like to have fun with some snuff roleplay as well. Message me if you are interested.

No gays, trans, // guys basically.

Does anyone have the link to this video where a girl and guy are dancing together naked to s song in front of a webcam in a living room? The guy is gay I think and doesn't do anything with her.

I have to confess that I find that Doll chick in chat just a bit annoying. Actually, more than that. I find her incredibly annoying. Whenever there is attention stolen from here by someone else, it is almost comical to watch her try her hardest to get it back. Then the fights. People get banned for arguing with her but 99% of the time, she started it.

On another note: If you have a system set up for tipping chicks on cam, you send the message that is OK to make requests whether you tip or not. Is this a webcam site or a porn site? Man, pull the stick out of your ass and relax. The men on this site are a tad depraved and probably not really experienced with any kind of social interaction yet you ask them to act like monks and worship the girls on cam. It is gay. And yes, I mean to use that term in a derogatory way.

I do continue to come here for the simple fact that about 4 or 5 times a day, there is actually a decent chat going on and it isn't centered on Doll calling out some poor schmuck for asking to see her ass which she is showing anyway. I wish some of the people she has chased away would come back. I miss them chatting. Some were pretty quality dudes and I have actually Facebooked them and didn't regret it. One is a god damned engineer in real life and left because apparently he was to smart and proper to be in here.

Oh well. Sorry for this. I am willing to bet that this will get deleted or the only one to comment will be doll or a mod. I doubt this is that anonymous so I am sure I will hear about this later or be banned. That's a shame too. I like this chat.

So, after much discussion about it in the chats, I decided that I would do a weekly column of (what I think are) interesting subjects that guys should get a little education on. Every week I'll be posting a new, somewhat lengthy post about a different topic. Feel free to comment on them, share them or just write them off.

Without further Adieu:

Gentleman : Things Your Gay Pal Would Like You to Know (But Never Says)
A Weekly Editorial Column aimed at guys from gays (well, one gay.. me)

Week #1 - Male Webcamming

Guys love watching girls cam as a rule. They're sexy, funny, show tits and even more and they are perhaps their most free and in control when infront of a cam of adoring fans. Unfortunately, male webcamming is often one of the least erotic, least enjoyable things a lady can watch. The following are some tips with explanations that may improve the viewership and quality of your cam sessions:

1) Be Like a Model : Gimme Face
Despite what men think, staring at a cam feed focused straight on your junk? Not super hot. Many people, especially women, have a basic emotional connection to sex. Your face is one of the direct connections to what you're feeling and that's hot. Summary : Your face helps sell sex appeal. Maybe let it co-star in some of your shows.

2) Say My Name, Bitch
Have you ever noticed you have to really -look- at a picture before it registers as arousing, but the sound of someone moaning can send shivers right up your back? Many sex therapists believe this is because sight actually has a very weak connection to your feelings, whereas sound has a direct line right to your naught place. Turn on the mike, even if all they hear is breathing, panting and grunts. The sounds really make it a blockbuster performance.

3) Hi, My Name is Bob. Want to Get Busy?
Wanna be a porn rockstar? Surprisingly, the road to being a sex idol (at least online) is very similar to being the life of the party in real life; get to know people. Talking with girls (and guys) without drowning them in lust or fawning over their every statement is a great way to form a connection... and once a connection is in place it's very easy to be turned on by someone.

4) I've Got a Little Something I'd Like to Share...
So, you've done all the rest but there's still a certain someone online you'd like to share a 'private moment' with? Ask them. WARNING: Asking is not the same thing as demanding, examples will follow. A properly delivered request should be courteous, maybe a little flattering, offer an OPTION to watch you if they want, and if you receive a �No� (even if you don't like their tone) you should be nothing but polite.
Example of a demand (BAD BAD BAD)
Hey Suzy, I'm jacking off right now. Turn on my cam.

Example of a request (Niiiiice)
Hey Suzy, what you're doing on cam is driving me wild. If you want, I've turned my cam on and I'd love for you to see me stroke it as I think of you.

These aren't big things, but believe me they will turn your 70's basement porn into something that people relish getting the chance to watch and maybe even talk about after the fact. This is Yesm, telling you the things your gay pal would like for you to know (but never tells you).

i confess that the only new vids being posted on motherless are animal porn and gay shit.and all the stickam vids and hot chicks on webcam are all old regurgitated crap from about 5 years ago,why is this?

I confess that I love going on gay webcams and jerking off or showing off my straight body to all the faggots who will never get it. They usually don't want it until I tell them that I'm straight and have a girlfriend. Then they go crazy.

I confess I love jackin off on cam to women/girls I've met in Chatropolis chat rooms.
Now, I also confess I estimate that at least 90 odd percent of the "females" there are most likely gay guys posing as girls. If I think about that, it ruins it all for me, so I simply give in to the fantasy and "trust" that they are really females.

Problem is, I'm just not sure how to deal with those that claim they are under 18 and still want to watch...or, worse yet, they'll be watching and then claim they are under 18.

I understand some like to age play and all and for the most part those are pretty easy to figure out, especially the ones that are really bad at it (they will claim to be somewhere in the single digits...some in the lower end of that spectrum even...it's too funny at times at how bad they are at the game). Then of course you have the ever present "mom" who wants to watch and then suggests that her young daughter come in and watch with her....LOL

I had that happen once and completely by accident. Mom and I were doing a cam2cam (she was one of the few actual females I've met on there) and well, we were going at it and she had forgotten to lock her door. Her 8 yr old daughter walked in on her and mom couldn't figure out what to do first, cover herself up, cover the cam up or cover my webcam view up...LOL. After about 10 minutes and everything calmed down, she got back on cam and filled me in on everything. Mom was embarrassed but laughing and then she started thinking about it and asked if I'd allow her daughter to watch with her. Sorry guys, say what you will about me, but I said I don't think that'll be a good idea. Mom was to say the least a bit upset and we didn't chat for some time. Then when we did chat, she admitted that if I won't allow her daughter to watch, that maybe she'll just let her watch from out of camera shot and not tell me. I didn't care for that and to this day, we've only cam2cam a few times and it's always been while her daughter was at school.

Anyways, sorry for the tangent...what I'm concerned about is being on cam for these "females" from Chatropolis, an obvious adult site where you have to admit you are at least 18 to enter as usual, that claim to be under 18 either before or after they are watching. Am I committing a crime by allowing them to keep watching? Or is it OK since we met at an adult site and it's most likely just age play?

I mean, i can ask them all I want, they can always simply lie either way....they can be 32 and say they are 19, or that they are 9....what's the difference if that's the fantasy they want to play? I'm I suppose to always make sure I'm the "moral fag" and kill the cam feed because they want to claim they are under 18?

Jackin off on cam shouldn't have to be this fucking tough and worriesome.

hey everyone, im a str8 male, 24 years old and have been with a handful of women. recently though i have been watching men on webcam and sometimes look at gay/shemale porn. i hate when the men kiss or fuck, but cant get enough of it when they stroke and suck. is this normal? i have even went into chatrooms and chatted with other guys. what does this mean for me???

I used to pretend I was a girl online, flirt with lonely fat guys and get them to masturbate on webcam for me.

It wouldn't have been the same if I had just found a gay guy to do it with, without lying. There was something particularly hot about them thinking I was an attractive girl who for some reason took an interest in them.

Anyone else do that?