I'm an FTM that loves pain...I wish I could be strung up by my wrists and used as a punching bag by a real man vefore getting my pussy pounded so hard that I beg for mercy

Not a confession, simply reaching out to the most fucked up people I can find for inspiration.

So I've got me a little fucktoy. She's borderline goth (think its a phase she went through before I found her), small tits, average body without being chubby, but a very pretty face. Tatts and piercings, longish black hair.

I met her through craigslist. I posted an ad looking for chicks who wanted to be used and abused, she replied. Turned out she was into rape roleplay, and the next thing I knew I was invading her house to find get bound gagged blindfolded and naked waiting for me on the lounge room floor. Hot.

Anyway, we've been fuckbuddies for a while now, I've played pretty rough with her, and last night when I strung her up and teased her til the juices were running down her thighs, she begged me to "really push limits".

In the heat of the moment, the best I could come up with was to get really rough. But I don't want to leave it there...

So that's where you all come in - what should I do with her? Piss/scat are off limits (because I'm just not into that), but otherwise I'm keen for your input.

And hey, if I act on your suggestion, I'll provide a full report. Maybe even pics/vids.

Great video! I like this video very much: I would like it even more if the girl was raised up higher so that her feet were COMPLETELY OFF the floor so that her weight was being supported ONLY BY HER WRISTS. Her ankles should be kept stretched wide apart & fastened to the very ends of a long Olympic sized weightlifting bar. What a beautiful sight. A naked girl strung up in midair & splayed wide open with her body stretched nice & taut! The naked girls body would look like a defenseless piece of meat hung up & waiting for her punishment. She would be an alluring & an extremely inviting target for a good hard whipping or some good hard belly punches!!!

I'm posting this because I'd like to hear other peoples' thoughts.

I confess that although I'm a complete loser in real life, my fingers are Don Juan. They might have a bit too much power.

I used to flirt with ladies my own age, which was fun but inevitably futile when they'd want something more in real life (i.e. AFTER they got a look at my cam/photo). Eventually I just started keeping to online encounters, making them more imaginative to get myself off.

I started playing games of Truth or Dare with ladies, though it was a thin excuse to just get them to follow my commands. (I used some initial Truth-questions to learn what I needed to know about them to have some spectacularly fun dares.)

Here's the awful part: although I started with ladies my own age, I crept down to less-than-strictly-legal women whose level of sexual experience (or lack thereof) matched my own. I would realize that a few of these encounters were fake .. gay guys passing themselves off as girls to play me .. but I'm patient and most of the gay guys would get bored and fail early in the "Truth" period. (I dropped several games when my "gaydar" would be tripped.)

I've had many "successful" encounters with genuine girls. Here are a few of my favourite ones:

I'd gotten a 13 and a 9 to try a few things, ending with a 69. (It was cute because the 9 wasn't sure what to do, so mirrored her sisters actions, right down to each pussy lick).

Another one, I'd gotten a 14 to play a bit before slyly involving her stepfather in sex (well, sort of .. he didn't fit so they had to try a few different things).

One hilarious one: I'd gotten an 11 sister and 13 brother. I tried to get the brother to pull the sis's panties off from underneath the dress she was wearing but he was too nervous at first. So instead, she did some flashing and removing of her own underwear in front of a window. While she was busy doing that, I finally got the bro to remove his underwear in the bathroom, but dress up again fully. Parents were in the living room. The final dare was to have the two of them sneak into the kitchen and have sister pull down her brother's pants. They did it but almost got caught, because bro's now-erect penis sprang into her face and she yelped in surprise. They came back to talk but stopped playing the game after that.

There was one other scary incident, I'd gotten a 13 to try some exhibitionism at 2am, that went so far as her walking (naked) out to a nearby highway, strutting her stuff, ALMOST getting kidnapped by a passing bunch of assholes, but managing to run away and talk to me again almost an hour later while I was freaking out waiting for her.

Anyway, enough stories.. here's why I'm confessing. I was so worried about getting caught (and I still am) that I never maintained contact with anyone. Utterly, strictly anonymous.

Trouble is, I've gotten older now, so old that ladies of that age now won't play when they find out my age.. but I still want to play.

SO here it is: any evil brothers or Dads out there who are interested in their sister or daughter, but don't know how to pull it off and not get rejected? I'd like to connect to you. Not exactly sure HOW to do it anonymously because I still want to keep that, lest I be strung up by my nuts and slaughtered .. but please just tell me you exist and we can work from there.

Gotta admit I fucked up and should have taken better advantage of a situation that happened about 20 years ago. Walked in on my sister in law(wifes sister)and another woman in bed together.

Went over there to drop off some extra venison and saw a car I didnt recognize in the driveway. Let myself in and heard music coming from the bedroom. Turned the corner and walked into bedroom and there was the sister in law with her head between another woman's legs licking pussy. They both jumped when they saw me and she started screaming at me for just walking in. They both grabbed the sheets to cover up and the woman said she'd better go so she got up and dressed and left quickly.

Sister in law was really mad for a couple of minutes and I said didnt know you were Bi and she said she wasn't. they were drinking wine and progressed from there. I think the other woman was either gay or Bi but never found out. Long story short, my sister in law asked me to keep this between us and my mouth spoke before my brain and I said what's it worth to you? She was just glaring at me for like a minute and then said, I'll give you a blowjob to keep your mouth shut. Again, my mouth spoke for me and I said I'd rather fuck you. She just stared at me and said real sarcastic like are you serious?

She pulled the sheet away from herself and laid back and told me to just make it quick. Got undressed and got on top of her and started sucking her tits to get hard. Once I was hard put my cock in her and spent the next hour or so fucking her in different positions. While she was on her back I was talking dirty in her ear telling her how hot it was watching her lick pussy and how I fantasized about fucking her. When she got on top of me she was riding me pretty good and I had my hands on her breasts and she asked if there were as big as I imagined. I asked her if my cock was a big as she imagined and she said she knew I was big from talking to her sister. She came riding me and I was pretty close to the same and she said she was on the pill so I came in her. We drank a beer after and she told me we had a deal which I have honored until this day.

I probably could have strung it out and used her indefinitely, but just fucking her that one time was rewarding enough. We still get along good, if not better since then. before she remarried we flirted a little, she would give me a smack on the ass if she walked by or we'd exchange dirty innuendos. She would give me little flashes of her tits or pussy if we were by the pool or I would flash my cock real quick. Now that she's remarried not so much. just thought I'd share this since I saw other guys stories with sister in laws on here.

Okay, so, i had this dream like 24 hours ago (its 5 in the morning so give or take) and either way, it was about some sort of apocalypse or fall of society.
I often had dreams of something similar bout of course, with the whole zombies and z-germ thing, but this one was different.
It was very vivid, and i swear i was witnessing some of these events that had occurred.
One being that there was a great sense of fear, no matter where i was, people were dying everywhere from a apparent super-virus, kinda of like a modern black plague.

So okay, i can go with that for a while, emotionally anyways, that doesn't bother me.
I was pretty much by myself (odd, im usually with friends or family in these situations) on foot walking down a street with abandoned cars and the like, when thick dark clouds started rolling over head.
In my dream, i already had the knowledge of what to do, when the clouds come, you run inside.
That was basically what my normally conscious brain can remember and i struggle to still understand why fear washed over me from this storm.
Essentially what it boiled down to was, that some sort of hellish demon looking creatures (lack of a better description) inhabited earth, and well, started killing everyone. If there were survivors of the plagues, these demons would soon follow with the dark clouds. Evidence of where they have been could be shown by the dismembered, disemboweled, corpse that either lay about or strung up on ceilings and walls as decorations.

I woke up, still have that fear-ish feeling and went to take a piss and had this feeling like there was someone in my house, you know that feeling that oyu get when you sense someone there that shouldn't be?
Either way, i looked around til satisfied, and went back to sleep.
This dream starts right back up where i left off.
and it was pretty much surviving every minute and sleeping with one eye open type of stuff.
Then i woke up again early in the morning, around 5, and turned my desk lamp on.
From the corner of my eye i swear i saw a decapitated head sitting on my desk or what appeared to be one.
I blinked as i flinched to look at it, and as i blinked, it disappeared.
Never went to sleep after that.

Call me a sick fuck but I confess to fucking a skinny crack whore bitch up the ass while her eight year old daughter watches. I love those strung out bitches. You can do anything to them as long as you give them a rock. Even better yet is giving her money to go out and find more, leaving me back at her apartment alone with the eight year old.

I had some phone call from what seemed to be a phony Indian tech support yesterday I had never heard of this before but it was weird. I forgot what name he said the company was but he went on to tell me that my pc was sending out bad signals and I had some bad viruses that only his company knew how to fix so they were calling people so they could fix the problems. Then he wanted me to walk through some steps so he could help fix the problem.

I put the phone down and then looked this stuff up on the net I had know idea it was so wide spread! I should have messed with him and strung him a long and see how far I could go with it but I was merely just confused at the time. Has anyone else got these phone calls?

Just a Fantasy Between a UK Friend and myself:

BLACK BALLED!!

Ohhhhh, shit, Jen! I am soooo humiliated! And, you're the only one I can confide in, because it is sooo bad.

Today, late this afternoon, I went to the High School to speak to the basketball coach about my grandson's basket ball playing. Just wanted to see how he was doing and if coach thought he would make the varsity squad this year. And, if he needed to work on something, we could talk about that. The team won the state championship last year and, of course, they hope to again this year.

Anyway, I went to the office area and no one was around, so I walked to the locker room. No one there either, but the showers were running so I looked in. Three young black Varsity players showering, so I asked if the coach was around. They acted stupid, but pointed to a door in back. I thanked them and left. I went to the door and knocked. No answer but the door was open so I went in. No one was there, but as I was turning to go, the 3 players grabbed me, water still dripping off them from the shower.

Two of them grabbed my arms and forced me to my knees and the 3rd grabbed my head and forced his half hard black cock into my mouth and began to pull my head into his crotch and hump my mouth very very fast. He hardened up quickly and in just a few minutes his long cock was going past the back of my mouth and down into my throat on every stroke. The harder and faster he went the slicker his cock became, coated with a mix of spit and pre cum which must have been running out like a river. I could taste it's sugar sweet taste as I swallowed and tried hard to match my breathing to his strokes. He was so slick in a couple of minutes that my throat offered no resistence at all as his cock moved smoothly inside. I was struggeling but could donothing because they all three had me in vice tight grips and all I could do was try to stay alive. It may have seemed like a long time, but probably only minutes and I heard him say
I'm cuuuummmmmiiiiinnnnngggg", and he began to shoot huge shots of hot jizz strait past my mouth and directly into my belly as he held my face tight against his pubic area. I tried to relax and just stay alive because it was impossible to breathe and I was glad for the warning so i could draw in a final last deep breath before he began Cumming. I thought I might not make it, but at the very last second he let up the pressure and I was able to back off a little and get a breath of air. He continued to hold it in my throat, tho, stroking slowly letting the good feeling last as long as posible. I could breath now as he shrank up some, so I offered no resistance. Finally, he drew his cock out slowly pulling along strings of spit and cum from the depths of my throat. He strung it out and laughed as it broke loose drooping onto my chin and down to my throat and chest. "Motha fucka's got a damn good mouth Pussy" he said laughing and slapping my face with his flacid cock.

Now the three switched places, getting me up into a standing position, they forced me to bend over and one shoved another big black cock into my mouth and held me in place. The other took my rear and began sliding his cock up and down along my ass crack stopping to push at my asshole now and then. He kept spitting on his cock and slicking up my crack and finally his big head began to penetrate my asshole a little at a time. Finally when he was in just right he shoved forward and pulled me back onto his thick, hard meat and I screamed a blood curdeling scream as the pain almost made me pass out. Actually the scream was only in my head as my mouth and throat were crammed full of cock and no sound came out of my mouth. I was being raped mercilessly and I couldn't make a sound.

The two of them began a fucking rhythm that was perfect to get the most cock inside me all at the same time. I was like a pig on a spit at a Luau, only I hoped I would survive, not like the actual pig. They all three held me in position as the boys fucked merrily; really, they were fucking singing some kind of rap song or something, having a ton of fun with their cocks burried to the balls in my holes. Their balls slapped in rhythm against my chin and ass, and even I was impressed at how professional they were. Faster and faster, harder and harder they fucked and bigger and bigger their cocks seemed to get until, finally, at the same time almost they both shouted that they were about to shoot off their loads inside my body. And, when they did, they stopped dead still so I could feel their cocks throbbing their loads inside me. I swallowed hard and fast to get all of the cum flowing into my mouth, and that flooding my asshole felt scalding hot in my guts. It didn't last long; no longer than most cums, but it was much thicker and much more of a load than something I would shoot. When they were done with me, they took out their cocks and slapped me around a little with them and then they just pushed me to the side and walked away. I lay there for a while, catching my breath, and then I hurried out to be away from there. I don't know if they'll tell or not, but my humiliation was complete because as I came out of the room I saw the long red hair of my grandson's girl friend, Britney, disappear quickly around the corner. I would recognise it anywhere and I'm almost certain she saw at least some of what went on. I wouldn't care if only she knew, but if my grandson finds out he will be humiliated also. I just don't know what I can do now, tho. And to make matters even worse, I'm trying to figure a way I can get with them again so they can have some more fun with me. And, If I'm lucky, maybe they'll bring along a few more of their friends. Ohhhhh, my! What's wrong with ol Grandad, Jen.?

My womans mom turns me on in a weird way. Honestly she annoys the hell out of me. Shes very talkative and high strung, and she is just kinda strange. But shes tiny, probably only about 5 foot 1 and about 115lbs. I think shes 52, but she is in pretty decent shape, probably only a b cup, but has a firm little butt. She is very touchy, always wants to hug or put her hands on your shoulders when you sit near her. She will bump into you when she makes jokes. We actually got left alone one time during a family dinner when everyone else left to do something and I said I'd help her clean up. She was talking about not liking her mother in law and just turned and grabbed me in a hug but put her arms up around my shoulders and when I embraced her she just squeezed her body hard against mine. We stayed like that for about 3 minutes not saying a word, just pressed against each other. When she pulled away she just smiled and said she needed that. Ever since she seems a lot flirtier around me. She will bump her hips against mine if I walk by her..or if we sit next to each other at dinner, I always make sure my leg touches hers at some point under the table and she always presses back against me. I've never been fully alone with her since, and it took everything I had that day when she was hugging me to not slide my hands any further down as they were on her lower back.

I'd be alittle nervous to make much of a move at her, but I'd love to strip her naked and push her to her knees, or even to pick her tiny body up and fuck her against a wall. I know itll prob always stay a fantasy, but theres something hot about thinking about cumming in your girls mother.