I'm a 21 year old female, and I've been looking on this site for awhile. I'm considered normal by societies standards, but I have a weird fetish and deep feelings of wanting to have a sexual relationship with my father. I've never confessed this to anybody, and he lives overseas, so I don't see him much. What really turns me on the most is the thought of my daddy raping me while I scream for him to stop.
For a long time I've been into rape and rapeplay. My boyfriend wont be rough with me, but sometimes I just want him to pin me down and fuck my ass and slap me. I want to cry and be in pain.
I was sexually abused when I was younger by my cousin. Although he never raped me, he would make me kiss his penis to show him that he loved me. Even now, those memories get me so wet.
When I was 12 my then best friend found out I was into rape, and she tied me up and fingered me. We then scissored each other as I was tied up... I was crying because honestly, I was scared, but it was so sexy. She sat on my face and rocked back and fourth on my face and it was all over me. She squirted in my mouth. I wish I was still friends with her to this day. I want a woman to rape me, or an older man. I don't feel like this will ever happen to me though...
