I'm not gay but I will subscribe to the theory that everyone is somewhere on the bisexual scale and I'm comfortable enough with my manhood that fooling around with another guy doesn't freak me out.
Anyway, my confession is that I really want to give a guy a blowjob. Perhaps it's that oral fixation stage I never grew out of or maybe it's because when growing up I had a cousin I was close with and we explored our bodies together, ended up jerking off together and masturbating each other, and then started giving each other blowjobs. It was an absolute guarantee every time our families hung out together (which was normally a couple times a month) we'd find somewhere and someway to get each other off. I took his load in my mouth a couple times and have just always wanted to pick up where those things left off. Of course, now I'm married and she knows about the stuff with my cousin but we do both fantasize about a MMF where we're all getting pleasured and it doesn't matter who is doing what or what is getting put where. We have fun texts messages about it with each other, but I don't know if she realizes how quickly I would say "yes" to an actual MMF encounter.
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anytime the phrase, "I'm not gay, but" starts a sentence, you are gay. Live with it.
Bro shes down trust me she is more turned on by the fact that after you suck the guy hard she gets to ride it right in front of you. Let him cum in her and eat that cream pie.
I had a similar experience with an older cousin it started out the same way. I enjoyed it just knowing if we got caught our parents would frown upon it. Then i spent a month with his family one summer and the first night we slept in a tent and it was business as usual then he talked me into giving him head. I said only if he sucked me too and he said ok. We swapped head every chance we could then one night his friend spent the night and we were in the tent again and all 3 of us going down on each other then his friend pulled out the lube and that's when the sex began and it went on for years. My gf got off on gay porn so i told her about my cousin and we had many 3somes. But she was more content masturbating as she watch him and i get it on. I was glad she didnt get off when he fucked her she said his cock was too small because she may have just left me for him???
