I want to hook up with a sexy, super fem shemale, not just to fuck, but to love. Wether or not im gay because of this fantasy doesnt really bother me. Problem is, im too much of a chickenshit to make that gigantic of a step into "deviance". Everyone i know would probably shun me. and i wouldnt want to lose all my friends and hurt my family over something that might not even work out.
Oh, and lets not forget that i already have a g/f thats helping me get through school and paying all the bills... but i honestly dont love her anymore...
things could be worse, but ill be fucked if this doesnt suck ass.
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