When I was 14 I was staying at my grandmother's for a family gathering. I was sleeping in the rec room with a couple of cousins, including one who was my age and female. I'd never done anything sexual with anyone but was already a huge pervert by that age, so when we all went to sleep I forced myself to stay awake. After about an hour I crept out of my sleeping bag and went over to her side.
I watched her for a few minutes to make sure she was asleep; then with trembling hands and I began to move her blankets aside until I found her bare leg. She'd worn shorts to bed and I was excited to see that exposed flesh up close. I kept moving blankets until I found the leg of her shorts. With care I moved the fabric, widening the opening. In the dark I could just barely see her panties.
I was holding my breath. I was so excited I was shivering. I reached in with two fingers and touched her panties; she didn't move. She was still breathing steadily, softly snoring, and her brother in the next bed was doing the same. I rubbed my fingers on the outside of her panties, excited at each stray hair I felt, trying to map her body by feel--was I at her labia? Where was her clit? I was too inexperienced to know what I was touching at all. I needed more.
Slowly I put my fingers at the edge of her panties, then slipped them inside into the thicket of her pubic hair. If I'd been touching myself I would have exploded right there. I worked my fingers down, watching her face, certain she was going to wake up. But she never did and I began to play with the first pussy I ever touched. I wanted to see if she'd get wet; I wanted to put a finger in her.
Right then there was noise behind me; my folks were in the guest room down the hall and my dad had gotten up to watch TV in the night. The door to our rec room was open and I knew he'd see me when he went by, so I quickly got out of my cousin's panties, brushed her blankets back over her, and got in my sleeping bag just as Dad walked by. He didn't so much as glance our way; my cousin hadn't moved. I was safe.
I waited and waited for him to go back to sleep but I dozed off while he was watching TV. If my cousin had any idea, she never said anything, and her parents divorced that year; I didn't see her for 20 years after that. I got away with touching her but never had another opportunity to do it.
