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09 Jun 2014 2:54PM
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In the last 2 yrs I've had sex with probably 650 women. I'm not bragging I have a problem a very fucked problem.

It all started after my gf and I broke up. I was 27 she was 26 and I had been ring shopping for the last 6 months. I had about $5000 saved up before that and was almost at my goal of $10000. I was going to go the next Friday when I go paid and buy an engagement ring. Thursday night before my gf called and said she was going out with some gf's and should would come by later. I said fine bc I had to work late. Anyways I was shutting everything down for the day and decided to check facebook. One of the girls she said she was going out with posted on facebook a picture of her and another of the girls at their apartment saying something about staying in for the night. I thought it sounded weird and just decided to drive by my gf's house. When I got there a truck was parked outside that looked vaguely familiar and her car was in the driveway and the lights were on inside. I had a spare key and decided to check things out. I walk in the house and don't see anything but I hear something coming from the bedroom. I go back there in look in the door and my gf is getting plowed by her boss who is probably 50. I grabbed a vase by her door and smashed it over his head. When he hit the floor I kicked him in the gut and left him laying in a pile. I walked out to my car a grabbed my putter out of my golf bag and tune up his car and leave. My gf shows up an hour later crying telling me she's sorry and that it was a mistake. I show her the money I had saved up and tell her what it was for. She starts begging me to forgive her. I left her sobbing in my kitchen floor.

I slept in my car that night and called into work the next morning and and told them I needed some time off. My boss was a close friend and I told him the problem. He let me use all my vacation time and personal days,3 weeks worth. I said thanks went and packed a bag and drove to Vegas. I live in middle America so it took 2 dsys. I got a hotel room and started drinking and gambling. I knew I would be getting a few checks direct deposited so I had a least a week of debauchery. The first night a girls starts chatting me up. After a few minutes I realize she's an escort. She tells me she can be mine for the rest of the night for $1000.I gave her $500 down and we started to party harder. I was playing craps and was starting to win small hands. Before I knew I had won $3000. I told her she was my lucky charm and decided to take my turn at roulette. I put $1000 on red and hit. Another $1000 on black that missed. I decided to try my hand at blackjack which I've played before and knew the rules. I was playing $100 dollar hand and was winning 2 out of 3 hands. I got up $500 hands. I split 2 tens then doubled down on one first hand and hit black jack then stayed on 19 on the second . The dealer was showing a 5 she flipped and had 6 underneath and I almost threw up. She hit and flipped an 2,then an Ace then a queen to bust out. I was up $5000 grand and decided it was time to fuck this hot slut. We went back to my room and fucked like rabbits. We ordered room service and just talked then started making out again for some reason I ate her out. We fucked again in the shower. Then passed out naked around 4 am. I woke up about 10 am grabbed a beer and asked her if she could go again she said yes and give me the greatest blow job. I told her I was fixing to cum and she sprayed all over her tits. She took another shower while I ate breakfast. I gave her the rest of her money plus a bit more for a tip she said thank you and kissed me goodbye.

I checked my phone and had 20 missed calls and 100 texts from my gf. I left the phone on the bed and decided to see if I was still lucky. I started playing penny slots and quickly won a few hundred bucks. I was drinking and figured I would spend all the 2 hundred until it ran out. Afte 30 mins of no luck. I hit the jackpot for $20,0000. I cashed out and went to the room took a shower and called the escort from the night before and asked her if she wanted to spend the night.We decided on a price she gave me a discount. We went to a nice restaurant came back to the hotel and got a couples massage at the spa. We made it back to the room and had sex. She told me for a couple hundred bucks a friend would join us and we could have some real fun. Her friend showed up and she was absolutely amazing. We were having fun and the next thing I know i'm doing lines of blow of the whores ass. It was incredible. All 3 of us fucked and partied and just went bananas until we passed out. I woke up the next morning and the second girl was gone. I woke up the original girl and we fucked again. Then took a shower. Anyways I'm a week into this and have banged a couple of different hookers. I hooked up with some random girls in town for bachelorette parties and I think a married woman in town for a convention. I get a call from dad that his brother passed away and I need to come home. I fly home and do all the stuff I'm supposed to do. I go to my apartment and find that my ex gf is living there just waiting for me to come home. I walk in and she runs up and starts kissing me and telling me she loves me and wants to spend the rest of our lives together. I was pretty sad about my uncle and very horny so we fucked. I had no idea what my plans were but they didn't involve her or staying with her but I decided for the next week I would use her for comfort until all this was settle. We laid my uncle to rest and went to hear the reading of the will. My uncle was a closted gay man and never had any family his "roommate" died a few years early and left my uncle a substantial amount of money that he used to retire and travel and bang young asian men. At reading we found out just how much money he did have. $10 million dollars. He left $3million to my dad. $3million to my sister and her husband and the rest to me plus his house and car. My ex gf thinks she has hit it big. I buy out my apartment lease and move into my uncles. It's nothing crazy 2200 sq ft on 5 acres with a pool which made it awesome. His car was a yr old lexus LS 460. I called my boss and told him I wasn't coming back and had heard the news and already figured I wasn't.

I found a house in vegas for $350,000 with 3 bedrooms 3 baths and pool. I set it up online too look at and bought a plane ticket to vegas. Before I left I told my ex gf I didn't love her and that I was fucking random whores the whole week I was in Vegas. But I loved the sympathy sex she gave me for the last week. She called me an asshole and left.

Heres the bad part I flew to Vegas bought the house. All I do now is spend a few weeks in vegas gambling then fly home for a bit.the longest I've stayed is a month. I have plenty of money but spend at least half of what I win on whores,coke,and booze. I go to the whore houses in Nevada all the time. I pick up escorts at the casinos nightly and have been with 4 at a time. When I come home I got to hotel bars and pick up women who just want a one night stands. I started cruising whores on back page and craigs list. Now im picking up tranny's online. My life is really out of control I'll pay these whores $50 extra just to not use a condom. I let this super hot tranny in Vegas fuck me in the ass with no condom and she came in my ass.

I was pretty happy until I was at my parents and saw an inviitation to my ex gf's wedding on the fridge. For the past week I've been laying around realizing I'm still in love with her and I never talked to her about anything that happened. I just ranaway. One of her friends told me I destroyed her when I left the first time and when I left again she was almost suicidal. I feel broken inside.

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09 Jun 2014 5:41PM

Just realize that when you do go to tell her, she's that whore you couldn't trust before. Otherwise I'd go for it. Dont get married right away. Just know that you both fucked up and you cant get away from that. Start anew. If she's changed then she'll be new to you. If she hasnt, she'll be the same girl that you knew. My girl cheated on me, fell in love with the douche, and then when I told her to go fuck him again, she realized she'd made up some fake version of him in her head, and wanted me back. I almost wanted to slap her brains out, but she did that for me with her guilt.. Just see how guilty she feels and go from that bro. Its been a good year since and she just seems different.

She's a little kinkier and lets me do things she didnt before... Just saying..

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09 Jun 2014 5:46PM

You do realize that HIV can take up to 7 yrs to be fully diagnosed right?!?! Fucking moron LMAO

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09 Jun 2014 7:24PM

You don't need her. Enjoy life. She cheated, lied, and she's probably doing it to the new guy. I say buy 10 copies of Fight Club and die a happy man.

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09 Jun 2014 11:54PM

Great story, thanks for the read. I find your story very fascinating, partly because I envy your decision to just say fuck it, I'm having fun, and partly because I am shocked that you do not have any std's. As someone living with genital herpes, I feel like i got jipped due to contracting herpes the first time I was ever with a backpage escort. Since contracting the disease, I have done some very nasty things to all types of girls that I meet. I never tell them about my condition, and I've never had anyone ask me about it. One girl I know wanted too, but she didn't have the balls to admit that she had herpes. Anyways, I'd like to know if you regret your Vegas trips and countless wild nights with Vegas woman. It sounds like a dream life you have here, don't go fucking it up on your cheating ex whore who will say anything and do anything to get back her true love who inherited millions and left her. I envy your choices, and I applaud your courageousness. You have the potential to live an incredibly exciting and fulfilling life with your money and single stature. My advice, before you blow it all on hookers and cocaine (which isnt as bad as it sounds) invest your money in real estate. Buy large, upscale homes in an area that has a high renter to owner ratio and you will be raking in upwards of 5000 per house per month just on rental income alone. in the meantime, your house will be appreciating in value and you will be living comfortably knowing that you can never go broke with these properties. im high and rambling. seriously, fuck that bitch, you dont need anyone to be happy. its all in your head

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10 Jun 2014 11:07AM

She's not trying to get me back. I was just having an existential crisis while smoking some good kush yesterday. The wedding invitation just fucked me up bc I honestly never dealt with my feelings and never had closure. Oh well. Sometimes you wonder where you would be. Like would I be happier being married to her. I would have still inherited the money and house but would that be fulfilling. I think this is more of the real me. I've felt trapped for a while before all this shit went down. I had a good job that I hated and I life that left me bored as hell. I was talking to a buddy last night that lives here in my hometown telling him what all has gone on. He told me to call her and just clear ther air and be done with it. So I called her about 9 last night we talked for an hour or so. She apologized for not trusting me enough to tell me what was going on but she told me she was glad it happened because she wasn't happy either. She felt trapped and even though she loved me she wasn't in love with me. It was good for me to talk to her and get out some of my issues.

I got a text about 3 am from a buddy I met from Australia. He's flying into Vegas this weekend so I'm flying out Friday to meet him and his friends. If you ever have a chance to party with Aussies do it. He's wanting me to come out to Australia so I'm pretty sure I'll be in Vegas for a week or 2 then in Australia for 2 weeks.

I still have almost all of the original $3 million minus the the $350,000 for my house and I've already made it back plus some. I have an uncle on my mom's side who is a finance guy. He's pretty well off and helped me invest some. We took $2 million and spread it around in some low risk and high risk stocks. I put some of it bonds for the future. I bought a few strip malls from out of forclosure from a guy in my hometown for next to nothing between both they generate about $15000/month. My dad retired from his job and invested in real estate. He got his realtor license last year and we are looking to start doing more. He wants to come out Vegas and buy some houses. So financially I'm pretty set.

The one thing I learned in Vegas it's all about who you know and greasing the right palms.I never buy drinks,I get comped food,shows and hotel rooms.The first year in 6 months I made $128,000. Last year I made/won $435,000 in 7 months. The biggest difference is I started gambling on sports. I met these old guys who just bet baseball or college basketball and thats all they do. I have a roommate in Vegas that takes great care of my house. She's a showgirl and a part time bartender.

I'm going to fuck as much as possible I'm just going to stay off of Back page. I got into the AVN awards last year and fucked a porn "star",They are all over Vegas anyways The sex was a 7 but she let me go backdoor which was awesome. I also found out if you party with enough strippers you never pay for coke and you can meet all kinds of celebrities and atheletes.

There's a guy that's a professional poker player named Dan Bilzerian google him. My life is not even 1/100th as awesome as his. I've seen him around town and the dude has flock of bitches everywhere he goes.

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10 Jun 2014 12:58PM

Such a bullshit story...not bad just bullshit "I'm from middle america so it took 2 days" yeah people from here don't talk like that

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10 Jun 2014 3:22PM

I didn't think it was a big deal where I'm from but if you must know I'm from Collierville,TN which is a suburb of Memphis. I also drive down to Tunica,MS when I'm home to gamble with buddies. Tunica is about an hour-hour and half from here. We call this part of the country the mid -south. So any other questions.

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11 Jun 2014 2:44AM

1. Don't know if this story is 100% true or not, but I've been around enough to know that people sometimes get lucky and this is roughly how life can end up turning out. I always subscribed to the school that if they cheated on you, and you felt the need to leave them, it wasn't meant to be. Trying to go back and fix everything would not have necessarily worked out great and you're likely better off. I could see how the wedding invite would throw you for a loop, especially since how invested in her you were. I think it's best to think of it as she moved on and was able to find someone to be happy with, and so can you.

2. In terms of the drugs/sleeping around, as long as you're enjoying yourself, I don't think it's necessarily that fucked up. If you're doing it as a means of escape or just don't know what to do with yourself, might want to take a closer look at what you want out of life and where you see yourself going. I always believed that you want to have something to show for yourself when your 70 and on your death bed. Something where you can go "this is what I have to show for my life." If banging hot chicks and enjoying life is that "thing" that you'll be proud of when you're 70, then you're all good. But if you feel like you want something else out of your life you might want to consider what the bigger picture here is.

3. This is just more of a curiosity question. I've been busting my ass all my life to have the best grades, graduated at the top of my class in a very competitive school, and have a hot/loyal/awesome gf, but I'm pretty sure I'll be stuck making a crappy wage (relatively, given the shit I went through to get my degree it's almost not worth it) and working insane kill-yourself hours. Is it just a matter of getting into the right crowd/circle for more lucrative opportunities to present themselves, or do you need a fat stack of cash to even come near that.

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11 Jun 2014 8:52AM

To answer #3 I don't know if there is any exact way to do anything. Other than taking calculated risk. Honestly if didn't inherit money I would have blown through whatever money I had in a few weeks or days then drove back home and went back to work. The money gave me the ability to quit my job and take a chance. Fiscally I was pretty smart and approached it very business like. Emotionally I was so fucked up and ,probably still am, I just wanted to make my heart quit hurting and sex, drugs, and booze numbed it for awhile. I lived a very dangerous lifestyle sexually and luckily came out healthy so far.

Vegas is a great and fucked up place. You can change your life or ruin it. I've seen both. The thing you have to do is decide what you want in life not what everybody else wants for you. It's not about happiness it's about like you said being 70 and looking back and saying I lived a life worth living. I've decided I'm going to travel and see the world. Listen to older people and gain wisdom.

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11 Jun 2014 3:58AM

you were playing craps and started to win small hands huh?

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11 Jun 2014 8:53AM

I won a couple of bets on and a few rolls.

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11 Jun 2014 3:10PM

Great read, and sad story. Honestly, if you do feel anything still, maybe give her a call. It doesn't hurt to try. I mean, I am married, and have been cheated on, and I fucked some floozie when hardly being wed for a month. If you really care about her and love her still, you might be surprised, and would be amazed of the shit you can look passed.

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11 Jun 2014 4:43PM

peace and luck brother.

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12 Jun 2014 1:19AM

The people on sites like motherless are not concerned with details, facts, or feelings. The only advice you will get here is that she is a cheating whore and you should forget about her cause she got what she deserved. I have been married 30 years. A year after my wedding I caught my wife sleeping with another man. I put him in the hospital. Would have possibly ended up doing some time in prison if my wife hadn't lied to the cops and said he swung on me first. This is also the only reason I entertained the thought of forgiving her. I am glad I did. Through some counseling and completely open conversations I learned more about my wife than she had ever shared with anyone and it solidified our relationship. She never cheated on me again and we have lived a very happy and filled life ever since. If you cannot forget the site of seeing her with another man or if the people on this site think that that is the only important fact here than you are all nothing but insecure little boys who are unable to truly take what they want.

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12 Jun 2014 5:16PM

It was for the best. Over the last fews day after writing this I've realized how much happier I am. I was looking at the past and just seeing the good stuff. I didn't see that we both were settling.

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12 Jul 2015 6:23PM

People like you annoy the shit out of me. Your wife cheats on you with a man you don't know, and you assault HIM? What are you, a fucking chick? They are usually the only one's stupid enough to blame the random women when their cheating ass boyfriend or husband has an affair. Men generally understand this, and unless your woman is cheating on you with a friend of yours, then the blame falls on her not the guy who's biologically engineered to fuck as much and as often as possible. And most guys understand that if they were single and an attractive married woman that they don't know wanted to fuck them, they wouldn't turn it down either. You are calling people "insecure little boys" for having enough self respect to leave someone who clearly wants to be with somebody else and refusing to be a cuckholded joke of a man. Yet you're so secure with yourself that you found it necessary to beat the shit out of some innocent guy because you didn't have the balls to leave your wife?

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18 Dec 2014 10:11PM

wtf total bonerkill

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09 Oct 2015 2:58AM

Wow dude!

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28 Mar 2018 10:10AM

Im important. :)

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17 Jul 2019 10:17AM

Fag. And she is still a whore good thing u left her. Fag

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03 Mar 2020 4:38PM

I was younger when I had issues sold drugs lots of sex but it wont make you happy try to find a reason to make you happy without drugs or women find yourself once you do that then look for a women you can love also this is probably not the place to try to find help

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03 Mar 2020 4:40PM

Look at the date on the original post. 2014. Probably not still around.

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14 Jul 2022 11:13PM

Yep..... 😀

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21 Aug 2022 6:18AM

Bruh. Outside of the tranny shit at the end, you basically like my new fucking idol now. Lol.

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09 Oct 2022 11:15PM

So stop running. Pull your balls out of your panties and tell her to fuck off or that you love her and you'll change your lifestyle to appease her and make her happy, OR see if she wants to join in on your lifestyle but either way you just have to talk about it. And then it's done. No more stress

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