I confess. I am a straight male with a very sexy and passionate girlfriend. I love having sexy with her, eating her out, fucking her ass (which she loves) making her scream and moan... but I also fantasize often about being a sexy lil sissy, shemale, trap cock slut for a nice fit guy (or guys). My fantasy started almost 10 years ago when I expanded my horizons and started looking at MMF porn, then that turned to bi porn and eventually I started looking at CD, sissy, trap and shemale porn. I began chatting online back when Yahoo was the place to chat. I, like so many other's, posted and pretended to be female. I started experimenting, rubing my asshole while stroking my cock, which led to a finger, then 2, etc. Over the past few years I started to wear sexy thongs and thigh highs. I have purchased several dildos for to play with. I am at the point now that I chat online on Chatave and on often get on video showing off my sexy thong and thigh highs, and get off chatting as a cock slut for horny str8, bi or gay men, sometimes women too. I will fuck my ass on cam with my favorite dildo and often will finish by throwing my legs over my head as I push my dildo deep into my cock hungry ass and cum into my wanting mouth or on my face. I love the warmth and taste of my cum. I've cum on my dildo and returned it immediately to my ass so I can get cum in my ass. I get super aroused when I suck on one of my dildo as I fuck my ass with another. I would really like to experience my fantasy. I'm not looking to be humiliated. I just want to explore my sexual boundaries.
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Oh I like you a lot, pm me anytime sister, let’s explore our sissy sluthood
Wish I could meet you. If fuck you like the sexy little girl you are.
Sometimes I fantasize about having a real cock in my ass, but I haven't fantasized about anyone specifically. I do on occasion watch gay porn. I especially love the smooth, toned boys who are versatile and fuck each other. I don't like the bears, probably because I would be one myself. Cross dressing was never my thing, but my wife likes to see me in her panties some times. mostly because she likes the bulge ;) even though it isn't big.
After being together for 6 years, my girlfriend (now wife) found my bag of large dildos in my closet one day. The only thing she cared about was whether I was gay. She was a little hesitant at first, starting with just watching. 2 days later she was pounding me with a 12" cock. She said now when she sees hot guys, she fantasizes about jamming huge cocks in their asses. It always pops in her head.
Since she has been filling that "need", I don't fantasize about real cock. Just her fake one :)
OP, you should try getting your girlfriend involved in these interests. Have her use your toys on you. Get dressed up as a girl and go out together.
