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31 Dec 2017 3:51AM

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I must confess that I am attracted to my English teacher. I am 30 and she's around 50, she is a redhead, not very attractive for everyone else but for me she's cute and hot. She's very nice to me because I was her best pupil last year but she's not teaching me this year, but she always says hello and we sometimes have a small talk when we see each other.

Last summer she might have asked for my phone number and she started to talk to me via messages. We talk about anything and occasionally she compliments me and I do the same to her.

I don't know if I should try to ask her out for a coffee or a drink. She once did it to me but I was too afraid and told her I was sick (because I am a coward).

The thing is that she's not a hot woman for everyone else in my class and if I ever date her I would be very ashamed and I would fuck everything. But at the same time I really would love to date her. I never had a girlfriend because no girl has ever had interest in me, plus I would love to date a mature woman because I think she can teach me many things about life.

I don't know what to do, I just keep having polite chatting with her and try to keep the things the way they are, but if she ever happen to make a move I wouldn't know what to do.

But at the same time, I can't stop thinking about her. I see her as a great opportunity to have a serious relationship and a great opportunity for me to lose virginity and probably have the greatest sex of my life.

But I wish a girl my age asked me out or at least accepted that I liked her, because there would be no problems and I would go for it without a doubt.

What would you guys do? I don't want to ask her out and tell her to keep the relationship in secret because I find it an insult to her, but at the same time if we start to hang out and she shows a different attitude towards me where I study then everyone will say that I am sick or that I have no idea what I'm doing going out with her.

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Anonymous

31 Dec 2017 7:18AM

who gives a shit what others think. if you like her, that's all that matters. Take her out! you may regret not doing it sooner! If you have her number then you have it for a reason. The lil bit older gals are usually alot more fun and experienced anyway. Just Do IT!!

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Anonymous

02 Jan 2018 4:38PM

Personally I'd go out with her, buy her a drink, if you get to fuck her all is good, if not you had a good time. What's the worst that can happen? I say do her and then update us on what happened.

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Anonymous

10 Jan 2018 7:02PM

It's me. She made a move. I saw her on my second day of classes and, in front of everyone, right after I told her happy new year, she asked me if I would go with her to a club to practice speaking in English (I'm from Spain). I told her yes, of course. But right after she left my classmates made fun of me, they told something like she was really needed and that I should be doing this to fuck her. Fuck them, they can go to hell.

But at the same moment I cannot think that they are not right, I also think she's needed, I fear she could actually has thought I could be a great lover or something, a young boy who can give her lots of love and sex...

This Friday I'm going to that club with her, I don't know what could happen, I suppose we will just meet there, order a few drinks, talk about life and things, talk to someone else there and then just leave and go home. But maybe she wants to have a date with me and we just talk to each other, maybe she gets too close and starts acting like if we were lovers, you know, holding hands, dancing, maybe she tries to kiss me or she tells me she wants me to go to her house after... And I'm super scared.

I think I'm that kind of people that can't have sex for fun. I think I am only able to get into situation if I actually have feelings for that person. I don't know how it's called that but I know it exists. But at the same time, if she ever tries to kiss me I probably won't say no, and if she does that then I probably get hard instantly. Imagine if she touches my bulge or if she rubs her ass to me while dancing...

I will buy condoms and wax my body, I want to be prepared, but I don't want to make anything serious because it's something I feel that cannot have a future and probably will end badly, but at the same time I get super hard thinking of her, I am 30 and I am still a virgin, I feel like a loser for that and this is the best chance I would ever have (if she actually wants too).

I'm just super scared I can do something and then regret it for life, like if she thinks I'm her last chance to get pregnant or if she wants a serious relationship with me and starts to kissing me at the institute and then everyone laughs at me for being attracted to her... I always thought I'm ugly and I just can't think otherwise than she just wants me because she is so desperate that I am just okay to her, better than being alone, and at the same time I think I feel that same way to her.

If I ever had girls in my life then I would not see her hot, like nobody else, but I'm as desperate as her, probably much more, and that's why I see her so acceptable.

I am really sorry to her, I wish I was a better person and just had the guts to have a true relationship with her if that's what she wants, but I'm afraid I'm just a puppet in her hands right now and I will do what she wants me to do because I feel no respect to me and if she wants a boyfriend then I probably won't say no, but I will feel I'm doing wrong because it won't be sincere, just to end my loneliness and to lose virginity.

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