Fantasy is to have me my wife and mom captured and killed. Makes my clitty cum hard. #snuff

Confession: A Slave's Final Wish I am cursed with a penis and dreamt of being a slave girl since I was a child. My unreachable dream is to reborn a female and fulfill this desire to be a BDSM rape and torture toy. As a slave girl, I willingly offer myself to harsh, permanent captivity and locked into the most extreme bondage with no hope of escape. I want to be a gimped girl, who is always bound and gagged in rusted metal with all my holes painfully plugged while imprisoned in a dark filthy dungeon, caged, covered with my own filth and wastes when I am not in use for 24/7/365. My cuffs, collar will be permanently welded and there will not be a moment that I am not bound. I will be forced bent over, kneeling in a small cage, fully immobilized to the point where I cannot flinch when pain is inflicted onto me. My bodily functions will be controlled, this include having a breathing tube forced through my nostrils, feeding tube forced down my throat to be fed with any substance my abuser want. My daily sustenance will be a mixture of mush, piss and cum from men and beasts alike. A catheter buried deep in my bladder and a large hollow plug seals my anus, this is where my piss and feces leaks out and litter around me to further accentuate me, a filthy helpless whore. I will never be blindfolded because my abuser want me to see all that is happening to keep me in fear and despair to further break and destroy me. As a slave girl, I want to be tortured and raped daily. My torture starts with my abuser strapping me to an upright gurney that is lined with sharp spikes and wheel me to my torture chamber. To brutalize me, my torture chamber will be equipped with devices that comes directly from hell; that my dungeon, my piss and feces filled cage, my heavy restraints, my feeding and breathing tubes are heaven to me. Over here, only my limbs and neck will be pulled into tight restraints to ensure the surface area of my body is exposed as much as possible to receive the most agonizing pain while making sure I cannot flinch under the hardest whipping and maximum shock from electricity. There is nothing that highlight how helpless and hopeless I am, knowing that I am bound and unable to stop the brutal torture; all the while howling and screaming in desperate agony. My body will always be bruised, bloodied and filthy. As a slave girl, I want my womb, my tongue and teeth to be surgically removed to accept the biggest cocks; my daily rape will have me put into the most stringent bondage where anyone can be invited to rape and abuse all my holes. There will not be a day that my holes are not bleeding and dripping with cum. Then finally, every holes of mine will be plugged and I am wheeled back into my prison to be locked back into total restraints. My abuser hates me because of the filth and time consuming effort to take me out for use and lock me back in my bondage. For this, my abuser will beat me for extra measure and I will often be taken to the brink of death, brought back to life to continue this miserable cycle in despair. Dirty tapes of my rapes will be made and sold for my abuser's profit; the whole world will watch me get violated and humiliated. As a slave girl, I want my body and mind completely broken. I want to exist as a gimped torture and pleasure toy; to be abused and disposed. Because my tongue and teeth are removed to repurpose my face hole, I no longer possess the ability to talk and the only sound I am allowed to make are cry, moan and scream in terror and pain. As a slave girl, I want my prison to have a garrote restraint post and noose to ensure a slow and painful death. This is where I want to be bound when my abuser decide that I am no longer usable and my execution will drag for days ensuring maximum suffering. Here, I want my abuser to tighten the noose around neck slowly; at the same time I want every part of me cut with a razor and salted to decorate my filthy body with blood red wounds. I want my breasts to be skewered and attached to an electrical source with my body convulsing violently and breasts dancing to the shock as electricity passes through them while a sharp spike impaling through my anus slowly. I want my cunt to be constantly raped and tortured with sharp implements and electricity while I scream in cry in terror until my breathing stops. As a slave girl dying slowly and painfully, I want my quivering death throes to be broadcasted live to my loved ones and the world. On live broadcast, my corpse will be raped before being bound; here, the remaining of my tormented breasts and cunt will be cut off, arranged together with my bound corpse in the most humiliating position and put to display. I will decompose and the bondage on my skeleton that remains will mark my final testament as a captive bondage gimp; thus my life as a slave girl will complete and my wish fulfilled. #bdsm #bondage #captivity #slave #snuff #torture